A rant
Date: Apr 18th, 2005 5:07:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pissed off
Music: [.: My Chemical Romance - I'm not OK :.]
Today has not been the best day. I went to go meet Martin at the concourse for 9.30 but I missed the first bus then the second one didn't turn up. By the time I'd sood there for an hour my hair & shoes (so therefore socks) were SOAKED & Martin was a bit pissed off =( We decided to go sit off in Calday coom room (I can't believe I dropped out of school to sit in other people's schools!) Then meet Luke at 2.00. I can't believe he called Martin when he knew I'd be there, after everything he said to me at the weekend. First of all he has no right to tell me not to see Jey til he gets his head sorted out then pull one of my friends the same night. Then when I start going out with Jey coz I think he's gonna be ok he takes a huge freak. "Drop dead" I can deal with. I'm hardly gonna take that seriously but "Go cry, listen to more emo & slash ur arms up again" fucking hurts. I told him that stuff coz I thought he'd understand. He's such a bastard! Then he was nice to me to my face even though he was insulting me on the phone to Martin... agh!! At least I'm going for a drive later. I can see Jey then =) I really, really like him & I know he's in love with me but as soon as I get drunk I turn into a shit girfriend & I couldn't handle hurting Jey. He's too cute. Plus half my mates would hate me if I did. lesson #1. Don't drink. But it's me. It's one of my two ways of dealing with stuff & the other way hurts...
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