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i'm in love.
Date: Jul 7th, 2005 12:45:16 pm - Subscribe
Mood: <3
I'm in love with Or-yam.
well, it's not love, but i feel something for him.
I saw him for the first time in a party, he was the only punk-skater there, everyone else were so...mm...not punk-skaters!
my friend Adam said that me and Or-yam could be a great couple, I laughed.
after few months i saw him again, in a place where me and Natalie hang out.
he was there with some of my friends, back there Eli was still a good friend of mine, he helped me alot. he used to come to that place something like two weeks before I actually talked to him.
it was fun weeks. me and Eli realy got close :] but that's not the point.
It was the day of a Jewish holiday 'Purim',
in all the 14 years thet i'm alive, i had only two days that i was truly happy. it was one of them.
in the morning our school took us to a party, is was fun there, i danced alot. with cute 15 years old boys :]] he he!
but the true reason why that day was so amazing for me, is that days evening i got to know Or-yam. he was so sweet! he remembered me from the party when i first saw him, he said that he is my fan and kissed my hand, OMG it was so.. so...divine!!!
we bacame good friends, and as i get to know him better i just realized how much amazing he is!
on the last two weeks it seems like he have feelings for me to, but than i've started to lose mine, i felt sad.
usually i'm afraid to fall in love, but then i were afraid to lose that feeling of love, it all was very strange to me.
in that day when we were supposed to hang out we had a argument, i was very mad at him.
eventually we talked, by ICQ, he told me that he find it hard to talk to me face to face.
he started to talk about his feeling, he didn't said that he loves me, but he threw alot off clues about it in the conversation.
I was very touched when he started to talk about how he misses one Jewish holiday[yes, we have alot off holidays here 
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this holiday celebrated at night, so we were together all night, nothing realy happened there, but it was fun, we had alot off fun as friends. the reason why i was so touched is that this night is very important to me, and it will alway be a sweet memory for me, it's very nice to know that he feels the same.
I thought that i've lost my feeling for him. but in that conversation he conquered me again. 
so... i just needed to spill it out somewhere...
and i'm sorry if i made some writing errors, and i'm sure that i did. :|
Liz <3
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