x_liz_x's Blog
Sadness.
Date: Nov 3rd, 2005 8:24:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: :(
~Scary kids scaring kids-A breath of sunshine~
So, it's still hard for me to believe that October actualy ended.
too bad that it took away my happiness with it. 
I hate to feel misunderstood, and that's how i feel now.
I feel so alone, though i know i'm not.
but somehow i am. it seems like my friends like me only when i'm doing good things for them,
buy if i accidently disappoint them, they suddenly hate me. even if they know that it's no my fault.
I hate it. I hate myself. I hate my heart. I hate my emotions.
I hate the way i hurt myself over and over again with my stupid thoughts.
I want to be at Yuri's place for the weekend, i feel so good there, but i can't go, my mom want's me to spend the weekend with her at her friend's birthday.
I DONT WANT TO.
one thing that makes me happy, is that me and Eli are friends again.
I missed him so much!
I missed his cute smile, his hair...<3
I hope i'll be fine.
but for now, i just need a HUG.
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