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over cast kids..finially
Date: Sep 21st, 2006 1:34:56 am - Subscribe
Mood: sleepless


dear grief journal...(that sounds to cheesy..)
i was finaly allowed to join over cast kids... yahoo...i am sad but happy...i dont know why lol..at least for the sad part... myyearbook is stupid..i think..i dont know..today my mom checked my grades and FREAKED OUT because i had 2 b's. im like thats so much better then last year (failed 2 classes) but noooo....so now she is all pissed. she is one of those people who go "no one loves me..boo-hoo-hoo" oh well..i think i get that from her. but i am able to vent my anger by singing or whatever...ya...so..i dont know what to write at all so i will tell you that i am angry, happy, and sad...so confused. i actually talked to hannah today..and we did not end up killing each other. maybe we can be friends? i hope..
larissa is pissing me off she is saying that with eyeliner on i look horrid..but i know that i look better. i think she is doing what i do..make fun of some one when you are jealous. she also said i look better when i dont do anything with my hair and she picks at little things...rawr...sounds so fierce...lol...
i am tired and i know i look it but i cant get to sleep. so i think i am done with my blog untill tomorrow...
byebye!
Comments: (1)

gdc - September 21st, 2006 Haha. Sounds like you need some time off. first-aid life: Download the scrubs soundtracks (they're relaxing and although sometimes cheezy, good background music. And watch some of those marvel comic movies, like fantastic four or batman begins, x-men, whatever. Because ass kicking movies always make us feel better. And just remember that there is a time and a season for everything. Congrats on the b's. And know that A students get A's for one of two reasons: 1) They ACTUALY have the intellect to achieve those grades. (this is most uncommon) 2) They are going through something in their life: either divorce or loss of a parent/sibling, they are made fun of at school, parents on their ass to achieve, whatever. It's something that forces them to channel their main focus/anger/resentment/need to please/ onto achieving those grades. It takes away possible distraction for otherwise. And keep in mind, B is a very common grade. So is having a few c’s. So don’t sweat it. Oh and my favorite: Find your own way of saying ‘f**k you’ politely. (It’ll feel like time goes faster when dealing with pesky relationships) Anyways. Now that I have almost taken up a page.

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