x_rawr_xs Aeonity Blog

well im moving on to

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 20:16:08 -0500

live jounal dont kill me haha

a pirates life for me...

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 11:21:50 -0500

yesurday i went to my cuz's bday party and it was a pirate them. it was pretty fun and i was happy all day. *applause* i dont really have much to say. i got sick last night from all the candie. haha. and raul also went to a party for his cuz and ate to much candie. i wonder if he knows how i feel for him? he is such a sweetie. here check out his pics and him... http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=63621238&MyToken=bfec0f1e-eaca-4037-a0ba-63d007563448 http://www.myspace.com/raulopez99 even though we live so far away so i guess it does not matter much. so i gotta go take a shower. love ya lots!

nothing much ta say

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 10:53:19 -0500

but cait is not leaving until next friday so one more week of me bugging the bloody hell outa her. haha. i stayed at larissas last night and it was fun. we took pictures for our myspaces but i am yet to upload them. today is my cuz's birthday. its a pirate theme. ar! lol. he is turning 3 i think. idont wanna go but i gotta so i will try to have fun...blahblah.. im sad because i dont have much to write today. maybe tonight i will write about my day. maybe i should of waited to write until tonight but to late. well more later!

Rock out with your OCK out

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 20:57:40 -0500

to silly goose, today was same old except i went to school and then saw that caitlin was not there so i got sick and got taken home. it sucks because she could not say good bye but i suppose she may be there tomorrow..i can only hope. i feel like crap and my throat hurts hella lots. the pic below is my rissie-poo...the one who better not move... oddly i dont have much to say today..normaly my blog is long and point less but the one today is just pointless. i love writing in this because i can write what i think feel and the shit that happens without the threat of some one finding it. i used to have another online journal on some other site but i forgot what the site is...but i like this one more...so i think that is about it for today...so love you all who read this! ♥beckie

over cast kids..finially

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 20:34:56 -0500

dear grief journal...(that sounds to cheesy..) i was finaly allowed to join over cast kids... yahoo...i am sad but happy...i dont know why lol..at least for the sad part... myyearbook is stupid..i think..i dont know..today my mom checked my grades and FREAKED OUT because i had 2 b's. im like thats so much better then last year (failed 2 classes) but noooo....so now she is all pissed. she is one of those people who go "no one loves me..boo-hoo-hoo" oh well..i think i get that from her. but i am able to vent my anger by singing or whatever...ya...so..i dont know what to write at all so i will tell you that i am angry, happy, and sad...so confused. i actually talked to hannah today..and we did not end up killing each other. maybe we can be friends? i hope.. larissa is pissing me off she is saying that with eyeliner on i look horrid..but i know that i look better. i think she is doing what i do..make fun of some one when you are jealous. she also said i look better when i dont do anything with my hair and she picks at little things...rawr...sounds so fierce...lol... i am tired and i know i look it but i cant get to sleep. so i think i am done with my blog untill tomorrow... byebye!

well here we go my grief journel

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 20:28:07 -0500

i read in a book today about a girl who kept an online journal and called it her "grief journal". i like that, its so retarded that its cool...i suppose. you will notice alot of spelling mistakes on my blog..who cares? its online and if im wasting my time typing it then it doesnt matter if i write it in pig laten... so today sucked because i found out that caitlen is moving. :cry thats the worst thing that could ever happen. now i will have to hang out with the stoners. they have already invited me. or maybe i can hang out with katrina? who knows, i dont really care anymore. i went to the docters on friday and was reliefed to find out that i could keep my pants on. i did not want him to see the cuts on my thigh. i know what you are thinking "oh some poor emo sobbing about her life. what a fag!" and then you go and have fun in your perfect world. but i dont give a fuck what you say so oh well. larissa may also move. that would be to much. i would die. i was about to steal the razer her dad had but she was watching me. she is...nevermind... more tomorrow. im gonna write everyday i hope. ♥ beckie