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2008 it came fast.

Dec 20th, 2007 12:57:38 am - Subscribe

I was thinking over the last year, and I don't think I really made any mistakes this year. Nothing I regret incredibly.

Well next year I wanna be able to be more straight forward a go getter. You know what I mean?

I just wanna be me. I am sick of pretending. I moved to college last august and the whole time since I've been there I kinda held back my personality. I am was always someone who was out there and outgoing and in your face but then when thrown into a group of all new people I was tamed.

Now I started getting more comfortable around my friends and started being myself and they freaked out. Kinda like "Mandy you used to be such a lady why are you changing" But they don't understand I am me just trying to be me.

I guess that would be considered a mistake. Like the people I hang out with are all guys and they always expect me to sit there prim and proper makeup done dressed nicely, hair perfect and be a lady.

I feel more like a Barbie, and I don't like it.
mood: sullen
On the speakers:: Bright Eyes.
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ohchild07

December 20th, 2007

dont convert, if people dont like you for you, screw them

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