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Dec 23rd, 2005 1:54:00 pm - Subscribe |
I am a junior in highschool, it seems like just yesturday I was a Freshman, or even still in 8th grade. This is my last full year of highschool because senior year I leave in May. And now my year is almost half way over. I am going to college soon, in fact I have already started to look at colleges. It`s kind of scary to think I am going to be on my own very soon. My parents won`t be there to tell me what to do or to clean for me or anything. I am going to have to learn all of this by myself. Sure that sounds like heaven to most kids but now I am realizing this is it. These are my last two years, actually year and a few months. I am not going to talk to 90% of the people I talk to now I won't have Mommy or Daddy there to comfort and take care of me or give me money when I need it right away. I won't have my little brother to look over and make sure he is making the right choices. I won't be able to bring my cat or Dog with me to college. Sure I can go to college localy but why? I want a good education, I can't be a baby about it. It's scary, I guess this is it this is life. A scary mess of confusion and losses. This is the way it has to be. That's it for now before I get all worked up. <3 Dressed to kill // Green Abercrombie shirt && AE Jeans Eargasm // Nothing. |
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| mood: bemused |
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| alone |
December 24th, 2005 |
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| I like your definaiton of life "scary mess of confusion and losses" witty | ||
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giolover |
January 17th, 2006 |
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