 ...she's / hardly / what / she / seems / <3 |
| Back to real. |
Dec 11th, 2007 2:19:38 am - Subscribe |
| Now it's back to the river walking girl lifestyle I left in lowell to pursue the hopeful, and joyfilled life style I would find in Henniker New Hampshie. I was let down and now I believe not so much. My expectations were too high and now I am kissing boys because i am drunk on Jack Daniels and I don't feel a bit of remorse because I am making them fall for me like you made me fall for you. I know it's wrong, don't judge me please. I am hurting and I was drunk. I am confused. I left my 12 by 8 foot dorm in exchange for city lights and christmas hyped air. I don't need you to hold my hand I am on my own two feet now, alone away from you and I am completly happy. For the first time in my whole life I am on my own and i am okay with that. Just tell me how you feel. |
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| mood: terrified |
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tron |
December 11th, 2007 |
| I'm glad that you're happy... and you say you are... but if you need to know how someone else feels (maybe its the way you wrote it?) sounds like you've got to resolve this somehow. Its hard when you want to just let go, but sometimes its better to hold on... you might realise that its for your own sake. (hugs) Tron |
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