Make sure your safty harness is on. This may get rough.

Come back.	Oct 27th, 2007 8:35:31 am - Subscribe
These are slightly drunken words mixed with almost tears and so many emotions that world didn't even know they were there. The buzz is starting to ware off now and it's about time it's 430am and we have to get up at 10am. The slow dances were amazing the words sung from your lips into my ear and unto my neck where your breath laid down their feelings. Laced with alcohol and what could be almost love. The way your arms wrapped around my thin waist, the way you let me bury my head into your neck and you rested yours on mine, The songs that didn't last long enough the light from your desk flickering quickly making us feel more drunk than we are but still knowing what we are doing. Thank you for the moment I've waited for. The moment to prove myself to you. To show you what I could do. Kiss my neck one more time, get lost in my hair and I'll get lost in your eyes. Pick me up put me on your bed and let me lay my head down on your chest. This was all I needed. Perfect is how I would describe it untill your AIM window comes up and you see that she has IMed you drunk wanting you, needing you. And now I am sitting alone at the foot of your bed because she is fifteen and drank too much and she says she will hurt herself. But I am here and you are hurting me. But I am going to accept this because it's what I have to do. Wait for another night as good as this one. I know it won't come.
mood: spiteful	(1) comments

	skad	October 28th, 2007
	slap a ho. But in all seriousness. If you're having moments like this with this guy something is seriously wrong. How could a guy be actively seeing you but will ditch you to help some under aged girl who can't even keep her limit on alcohol? I think you need to set things straight, at this point I think you should be able to lay your cards out, tell him how you feel and he needs to get his shit together or else you're moving on.. It's redundant to say this so it's lost it's meaning when read/heard, but really.. Life is short..