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drunk. head spinning. help.

Dec 16th, 2007 9:36:24 am - Subscribe
my head is spinning, partly because i am drunk and partly because my heart is torn in two.

there is this boy who i was with for a few months now and he is basically a long spiral to nothing. emptiness. nothing. the body not the one i am meant for. i felt this deep inside. it's just something i didn't want to face until he slept with my best friend.

then i met this kid recently who laughs for me when i make witty remarks, particularly for him, i think maybe it's the falling i love¬ and not exactly love I am falling in, just the feeling, the warmth of connection, like the gentle firm pull of small magnets.

i know what needs to be done i need to leave the first boy but i am scared to be alone. and i don't know how the second boy feels he is so mysterious and i love that.
mood: drunk
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