| I feel ;; |
Apr 5th, 2006 5:19:25 pm - Subscribe |
Like that. ]=  <-- that makes me a little happy though because blinks. Little things make me happy now, I guess it's because I am pathetically looking for happiness anywhere just so I don't feel like everything is falling apart. But every so often when I am not engulfing myself in non-existant vernacular happiness I remember "Oh yeah that's right you suck". Maybe I should elaborate a little. I am still with Jeff love him to pieces. But Bryan came back into my life wearing his slightly tarnished silver armor. Of corse I should have seen this coming. HE ALWAYS COMES BACK! I'll admit it I still have feelings for him. But not like I used to. Now it's like I remember how easy everything was when it was just him and I. That was two summers ago. I tried so hard to push him out of my life. Everything that reminded me of him was gone. I replaced it with a brand new series of events that would take place and push him out. It nearly worked. But it didn't. I love Jeff it's so easy to love him. But now I wonder if I love him for the wrong reasons. I wonder f I think I love him. But he could be just a pawn and a subsitution. I hope not. - Dupie the Queen of the Masquerade |
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| mood: indescribable |
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| makeithurt |
April 05th, 2006 |
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| so wierd. same shit happens to me. that one ex that always comes back into your life in one way or another. | ||
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xbang_bang |
April 06th, 2006 |
| Heh thank you [= | ||
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