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| I think I am scared. |
Jun 26th, 2006 10:38:31 pm - Subscribe |
I have a boyfriend and everything is alright. I love him to death, but not like what I felt for Bryan. Not even close. Is that wrong? Does that make me a horrible person? Maybe. I can deal with that. Like I am going to spend a whole week with my first love (who by the way also has a girl back home) Is it wrong to hate her? I don’t even know her? I am scared to fall back in love with him, not that I ever fell out of love. Talking about the first time we met (two years ago today) and the memories we shared like how I randomly showed up at his house a few weeks ago (read previous entry) and it started raining when we were on the beach. I miss him. I’m not so sure if I miss him or his love. Maybe both. I miss the way he made me feel like the only girl on the face of the planet, I miss how he would hold my hand, I want to kiss him to see if his lips really are as soft as I imagined. But then there is Jeff. Just Jeff. I feel bad because I feel like I am going out with him because Bryan isn’t here. If Bryan was here I would be with him both Bryan and I know that. We even discussed it. Things happen for a reason and in the end everything works out and makes sense weather we like it or not. I hope everything goes alright. - Half hearted heathen of boys everywhere. |
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| mood: screwed |
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| section32 |
June 27th, 2006 |
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| .. don't worry, everythings fine.. lol, just take a deep breath and forget about it | ||
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femmeemo |
June 27th, 2006 |
| Good luck. maybe it will all work out for the best, maybe it will be a disaster... Who knows, the point is to do what feels right. Luck! -Andrea |
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xbang_bang |
June 27th, 2006 |
| Heh thanks. | ||
| zirate |
June 27th, 2006 |
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| ermm i was thinking more of a pirate-like name.....less steve and bertha-ish xDDDDD but good try, mate about your disaster thing you should like be on a show like friends or something  bubies--- kaff |
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tron |
June 28th, 2006 |
| Ty for your note... glad you liked it. I read your entry, and the knee jerk reaction is to say that you should be with Bryan. But life isn't like that is it. Oh well. What will be will be I suppose, but sometimes you got to help it happen. Anyway good luck with it. Thankyou for reading Tron |
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