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Jan 17th, 2006 9:04:46 am - Subscribe |
| Life just isn't what it used to be. It's kinda depressing. NO I am not saying I am depressed I am just saying what is going on kinda gets me down. My parents are thinking about divorce. Actually that doesn't bother me much. What does bother me is hoe hard my little brother is taking it. He is not much younger than I am but this has got him all crazy and depressed. I try to spend more time with him but when I do we end up arguing. My mom is actually kinda happy. I don't get it. You think she would be depressed, but no she's not. Maybe she is like me, or I am like her. We just don't get depressed we have our moments but all round we are pretty happy people. And as for my Dad I just choose not to speak to him. I am starting to work more, because I know that when my Dad leaves we will be out one income. Now I come from a privilaged family and the chances are I don't need the extra hours but I would feel bad if I asked my mom for extra money to buy those cute shoes I just have to have from American Eagle. School is getting a bit stressful. I am doing so much better than last quater but still I am not enjoying myself. It seems like all the friends I thought I had I am growin away from. Maybe it's my fault but I don't know. All I know is that when I graduate or whatever I want to do it with my friends. My old friends. I miss them I guess. Jeff is good to me we are going to be five months in a couple days [= So that's a good thing. I really do love him alot. He's amazing. All I can say is that I can't wait for summer everything is always good in the summer. Dressed to kill // Blue t-shirt/ gray cardigan |
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| mood: antisocial |
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