 ...she's / hardly / what / she / seems / <3 |
| Mandy calling earth... are you there |
Oct 16th, 2007 11:48:16 pm - Subscribe |
| It's been about two months now and I still don't know the ins or outs of your little mind. But I am getting better, I know now that you do like me more than you lead on. I know how jealous you get over the littlest things, and you know what it kinda makes me laugh so I try to make you jealous on purpose because then you show me more attention. I just get so lonely sometimes, I feel unpretty, not good enough. I cry and get mad like everyone. I'm not as perfect as you want me to be. I am sick of hearing I am not as pretty as other girls. Just stop it please, You make me cry but then I can't help but smile when you come to wipe my tears away. My head is spinning in such a way that I don't even notice anymore. Words come out all at once, my head feels on the verge of explosion. My heart beats out of my chest, and my hands are shaking uncontrollably. I don't know what to do, I don't like being crazy. I want to be back to sanity. Let my feet touch the ground. |
|
| mood: fidgety |
(0) comments |
| add comment |
| Sorry, comments are not allowed on this blog entry. |