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Update.	Jul 27th, 2006 3:34:11 pm - Subscribe
About the boy situation I am giving up, I'm gay. I wish. Well mysterious boy who used me (read past entry) I havn't spoken to him in about two weeks he won't return phone calls or messages so I decided I will just give up, let go, &forget. Jeff- Well, what can I say I love him; I hate him. He took me out to dinner last night&gave me flowers, yellow roses. Yellow roses mean just friends. I wanted to cry, but I didn't it was a nice jesture. I hope we can work things out. Bryan- Oh Bryan I've loved him since I was fourteen years old. And him the same. He lives like 100 miles away a 2 hour drive, and I can't live without him. I even randoomly went to visit him one day after school (past entry). I just can't get over this kid, but it won't work out or so he says. Sometimes I wish things could be less complicated, but I guess that's why I have friends. Today is the first day of my ultra busy week. Joy. I have to Baby sit in about an hour, untill five, then I have to hurry home and get ready for my driving lesson from 6-8. Yuck. I am not really looking forward to it but I need to get my license. I wish I could just driveon a permit forever, my parents let me drive alone (: Hmm well I will most likly update this bad larry later. Over&out cub scout - Amanda.
mood: zany	(3) comments

	ohsobroken	July 27th, 2006
	Augh, I dated an ass named Jeff. I hope when you say I remind you of him that, that doesn't make me an ass too. I hope everything turns out for the better. My fingers are double crossed for you. p.s- Being lesbian is pretty fun.

	voices	July 27th, 2006
	Men can mess with your mind a lot, I know. I hope you get to be with either Jeff or Bryan, it sounds like you really want both of them to work out. Signed, Amanda (we share a name, how nice

	xbang_bang	July 27th, 2006
	Haha no Jeff he likes photography he is really a sweet guy, and I noticed how you were talking about photography just reminded me of him.