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What have I lost...	May 6th, 2008 3:48:53 am - Subscribe
You know that feeling you get when you lose something that is really important to you... You start thinking really fast, almost too fast. The thoughts get tangled up in your head and your brain doesn't know what to do or how to sort them. Then your heart starts pumping like a million miles a second you can feel it in your chest. It feels like it is going to break through your ribs at any moment. Your blood starts pumping. Pulsing through your veins and you can hear it in your head... lub dub lub dub... that's all you can hear now because your brain stopped trying to sort your thoughts. Your face starts heating up, cheeks turn bright red and they get really warm, almost like you have a fever. Shaking you rip apart everything you own. Hands, legs, everything just shaking, things are flying everywhere and you don't even care now. If it's important enough you feel sick. Nausea takes you over you just don't want to stand. Short breaths, you can't find it you give up for a little bit to lay down because your body can't keep up like this very long. Laying down you get a knot in your stomach and chest. Worst feeling ever it's like your body is trying to make up for what you're missing but the pieces just aren't fitting together. Nothing can be as good as what you lost.
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	korze	May 06th, 2008
	Nice imagery! I have gone through a few similar times recently...