She's Back
Date: Aug 14th, 2005 1:39:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: icky
Wow. I haven't wrotten in this in about 3 months. I would delete it but I can't find where. So I'll keep it for the time being.
Loveeee.
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I MISSED YOU
Date: May 26th, 2005 1:28:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: pleasant
hey guys.
i didn't forget.
oh no no no.
i love you all.
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when the church bells rang
Date: Apr 7th, 2005 6:27:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: fat
he's heard it before im sure. he's ten times better and my heart just sucks. the way i choose who i cant get..then i get them. then im through and im through and i just want someone 6 feet away. and it'll feel so horrible to loose him. like no more local pools in the summer and no sticky snow in the winter. and still no more leaves in the fall. not one flower in the spring time. the grass will never be greener. the sky won't be as blue. no more trees no more sun. no more raining cats and dogs; its raining knives and guns. not one single "i love you" no more of my "i love you too". my friends won't understand. they'll think its all my fault. it wasn't rape or insist it was sexual assult. i'm the unlucky one this time. shrug it off, dont care. now im back at the winter times when all i feel is cold air.
just an angry poem.
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i didn't forget
Date: Mar 27th, 2005 12:58:47 am - Subscribe
Mood: insulted
i didn't forget you guys. i swear. i visite this about 3 times a week, just to see if i got comments.
so i didn't die.
i'm here.
i love you.
happy easterrrrrrrrrrrr.
with extra r's.
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of 5 months
Date: Mar 1st, 2005 1:08:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood: proud
all the relationships, if thats's what you want to call some of them, have been with guys i can't get.
i try to hard to please them. flirt like a mad woman and eventually they give in, go out with me for 2 weeks and i break it off.
that won't happen this time.
sure- he was hard to get. he was going out with my best friend. but i know what love is...and he does to.
but it's been 5 months. as if i'm going to break up with him like the others. he's not my longest boyfriend but i want him to be.
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