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HAPPY 4TH!
Date: Jul 4th, 2005 11:45:53 pm - Subscribe
Mood: blank
Listening to: fireworks that sound like a war zone

HAPPY 4TH, GUYS! haha... im so like.. half tired, half really hyper. had a mountain dew and stuff. yesterday I went to nikita's house and we were sitting in the room w/ johnathan and sheena, and I was high off a sharpie, and I was saying some really stupid stuff. and I couldn't walk or talk straight. I kept on mumbling haha.
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YAY
Date: Jun 18th, 2005 4:02:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Like the bunny on the screen/feels so energized! - TOBYMAC
Listening to: Welcome to Diverse City - TOBYMAC

YAY!!!! Tommorow, Krystal is coming back from Tokyo! and on monday Im picking my classes for West High! SO YAY! WOW! IM SO HAPPY IN LIKE THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER!!! haha. well yeah... I have to send her an email and say, "WELCOME BACK BUDDY!" cause i missed her so much and YAY im going to take Japanese at West! haha. well yea.. I have a 3 month vacation.. cause the kids at West get in in September instead of August.. maybe that's why green day wrote the song, "wake me when september ends." hahah

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MAN! that really sucked. I was gonna add something, but i forgot what I was gonna add! >__ < that sucks! oh well. ummmmmm........ oh yeah. today at church was funny cause Lizzie reminded me of two things:

1. when they were testing the mics right before the play I was in and I was wearing mine and then I said, "It would be funny if they turned on the mics while we were saying something stupid." and the last few words echoed and I was like, "WOAH."

2. During chapel when we were about to sit down on the benches after singing, and something was wrong or something.. whatever. I was sitting on the very end of the bench, and i felt the bench behind me with my hand, and i was gonna sit down, and i just like. fell on the floor cause they moved it or something, and i was like, "owwww!" and all the 9/10th graders were just staring at me. haha.

it was funny. and I also remembered when me and lizzie were playing soccer during church w/ a peice of Colin's wadded up gum. [yes, it was in a wrapper] and i got it all over my hands and I didn't even know whose gum it was until after xD that wuz nasty. haha. cause I think Bucky threw it at Nikki M. but it bounced off and me and lizzie used it hahahha.

SO MANY MEMORIES! lol well Im gonna go to Ski trip anyway, this year. cause I luff snowboarding. ^^
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An email I just sent
Date: May 25th, 2005 11:19:40 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sad
Listening to: Sureshot/Life of a salesman - Yellowcard

this is an email I just sent. if you dont want to read it all, just read the part under the part in full caps lock. the one about a depressing dream i had.

HI! want to see what I drew? I bet you do, so here! You absolutely HAVE to tell him! or else I will tell him tommorrow! and if you dont read this then I'll tell him tommorrow anyway haha! just kidding. Hey, do me a favor. Next tyme you have an energy drink, give me the tabs. I like to collect the ones that are blue or green or different colors than silver. hehe! jeje. Im mexican! jeje! haha. sorry im bored. Im really hyper, too I think that energy drink of yours finally kicked in. thats why im typing like fifty mph. and im typing alot to even though I was only gonna say TELL HIM TOMORROW MUAHAHAHAHA in this email but oh well the more the merrier. but i guess thats only with people so nevermind jeje. haha i like to write jeje. JEJEJEJEJEJE! MUAJEJEJEJEJE!! haha. sorry hyper. hyper. hyper. crackified. hyper. hyper hyper. hyper. hyper. HYPER. I can't think in slow motion anymore my thoughts are like. FAST FORWARD and i cant keep track of them. Im listening to yellowcard. Sorry that this email is so long. maybe i should stop now, jeje. or maybe not. jejejeje! HAHA. gmail doesnt have emoticons. oh well i will make my own:
:3 :] :[ :O T^T XD >:O > xP XP XF<-- that one is a vampyre. XB<-- buckteeth
ok thats enough smileys. oops forgot one. X3. there. ok well yeah.. bored. jeje. hyper. hyper. hyper. hyper. i glanced at where i wrote the more the merrior and i thought it sayd... oops i just forgot what i thought it said. oh well. did you know that native americans came from asia? that means im twice as asian as i thought i was. cause im philipino, chinese, and native american but i forgot what tribe.
*sings yellowcard* HERE A LITTLE SYMPATHY FOR YOU TO WASTE ON ME I KNOW YOUR FAKING IT BUT THATS OK AND I DONT WANT TO DRAG IT OUT DONT WANNA BRING YOU DOWN I NEVER WANTED IT TO END THIS WAY! EVEN IF I WANTED TO I DONT THINK THAT ID GET TO YOU NOTHING I CAN SAY TO YOU WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE AGAIN HERE A LITTLE JEALOSY I HOPE YOU THINK OF ME HOPE YOU WONDER WHERE I SLEEP AT NIGHT I I FEEL LIKE IM INSIDE OUT YOUVE GOT ME UPSIDE DOWN MAYBE I WAS HOLDING ON TOO TIGHT EVEN IF I WANTED TO I DONT THINK THAT ID GET TO YOU THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY TO YOU TO MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE AGAIN SO DONT YOU SAY GOODBYE TO ME JUST TURN YOUR BACK AWAY AND LEAVE AND IF YOUR LUCKY I WILL BE YOUR LAST REGRET YOUR ONLY FRIEND! THE TWO OF US WE DREAM LIKE ONE, THE TWO OF US, THE TWO OF UUUUUUUUUUUUS THE TWO OF US TAKE BREATH LIKE ONE THE TWO OF US THE TWO OF UUUUUUUUUUUSSSSS THE TWO OF US WE DREAM LIKE ONE THE TWO OF US THE TWO OF US!!! THE TWO OF US TAKE BREATH LIKE ONE THE TWO OF US THE TWO OF US I GUESS THAT THIS IS OVER NOW I GUESS ITS KINDA FALLIN OUT BUT EVERY DAY IM LEARNING HOW TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS LIFE IM IN EVEN IF I WANTED TO I DONT THINK THAT ID GET TO YOU THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY TO YOU TO MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE AGAIN SO DONT YOU SAY GOODBYE TO ME JUST TURN YOUR BACK AWAY AND LEAVE AND IF YOUR LUCKY I WILL BE YOUR LAST REGRET YOUR ONLY FRIEND!!!!
sorry had to type it jeje so bored. hyper hyper hyper. omg this song (beleive by yellowcard, on ocean avenue) always makes me cry. Its so sad! It makes me think of the one i love just like.. burning in a burning building and Im trying to get to them but people are holding me back and im screaming their name and crying and saying, "PERSON!!!!!!!!!!" lol not gonna say the name but still.. its sad and like, the person is like leaning out of the burning building and mouthing the words "I love you" to me and then I totally go crazy and im trying to get away from the people to run and go die with him but they just hold me back and he says, "live for me" and i just cry and then everything disappears. jeje. that was a dream i had and I woke up crying and then i woke up and i was like, "is he alive?" and i just kept on crying but i had to cry quietly so people wouldn't wake up. and i was making my pillow all soggy and i had to use a different one. and that one line, "wanna tell the kids how much i love to see them smile" makes me cry even more! *trying to ignore the song* ok well this email is long enough so byeee!
lots of love
-Missy

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still thinking about asking colin...
Date: May 11th, 2005 10:29:11 pm - Subscribe
Mood: like drinking mountain dew!
Listening to: Coheed and Cambria - In keeping secrets of silent earh: 3

Why is my subject and stuff so BIG! oh well. today we auctioned off the people for slave day. [it is spirit week at my school] and i bought kevin! and im making him wear eyeliner and kitty ears and a leash! and whenever someone says his name he has to say "MEOW!" haha! so yeah. this week is much better than last week except theres this really bad tension between me and kerstyn and on monday John made me really mad because i was using an exacto knife to cut a peice of wood for this project were doing in science class and he just grabbed it out of my hand WHILE THE BLADE WAS OUT and he almost like cut my finger off! >__< and i got realy mad at him and then he wouldn't let me use his pencil anymore! so it seems like my month is going really crappy. but tamaro will at least give me a little something to be happy about. but 5 people this week have said i look like johnny depp! @_@ except for drew who said if he had a daughter i would be her.. wah-pah. im all typed out. Bye bye!
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Banquet
Date: May 7th, 2005 4:43:45 pm - Subscribe
Mood: like i need to talk to Colin for a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time.
Listening to: Deeper - Delirious? - WoW 1999 green disc

Banquet......... hmmm. I didn't go to the spring banquet last year. I don't really care if i get my yearbook sooner. I dont have anyone to go with so i'd just be sitting in the corner talking to the other loners but i still kind of want to go. I would ask Colin but he's so freaking tall.... >__< It'd be so super awkward! haha. And the others i'd ask wouldn't go like Bucky would say no, and so would daniel cause Daniel isn't into that stuff. And theres no point in asking John. Church was funny today. Me and Sarah were sitting in the back and when Christine announced the greeting we all got up and stuff and were saying hi and stuff. And then Colin gave me a hug but he's so tall so it was really awkward and I sed, "You're really tall." cause i didn't hug him back. I find hugs really awkward. So he said, "Fine, dont hug me!" it was kinda funny so i laughed but i shouldn't have. Poor Colin. haha. he's cool. Mannn speaking of Colin like of all days for Colin to not be there for me to talk it had to be thursday! cause I wrote Kerstyn a letter telling her how i didn't like her and all and i dont see the point of my pretending. And then Katie made me cry cause she was calling me low for writing it on paper! But I'm not going to just go up to some vividly cheerful person and just say, "Hey i hate your guts, but you should have a nice day anyway!" So I was crying and then i was like having a fit and i said, "Fine, i guess i was wrong about you being my friend. I guess i was right the first time I guess i was right about having no real friends!" and then I had to ask Mr. Rogers if i could "go to the bathroom" so i went in there and cried for like a few seconds and then Mr. Zendejas was there and he asked if anyone was in there so i had to leave. And I made Kerstyn cry and she was in the bathroom crying for like 5-10 minutes and i didn't even feel bad does that make me a horrible person? but then I was having a really bad day and i felt like stabbing a peice of styrofoam over and over with a pencil but i didn't. I need to talk to Colin! AAAGH.

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