boohbah
Date: Oct 29th, 2004 4:20:05 am - Subscribe
Mood: ignored
This is for me to be alone. Now that I'm finally alone. And I've got ten minutes, and then I can continue laying alone for the rest of eternity. Joy joy.
Not that I want to be alone. Because I'd much rather not be alone. But I'm getting quite bothered. About many things. One of them is being alone. Which is what I like doing, but it's driving me mad.
Confused yet?
I sure hope so.
It all started when the most conceited arse of my entire life left me, but yet, he was perfectly perfect. just...rah. And he was so smart. Of course I didn't find this out until after he left me, and at that point in time, it sure didn't help me much, at least now i can look back and see how much I didn't matter, and see how much I didn't know, and see how much I put into soemthing that was nothing, poured what was left of me into a black hole, and bled my heart into a tube that led straight underground with the promises to put me six feet under at a later date
and he dosen't know that i thought i was serious because at the time i didn't even think i was serious. and now i can sit here and stare at this abnormally large chunk of platinum encrused in diamonds, with an amethyst in the middle, and his name on both sides, it really does sound like some famous people name.
BC Wilson
Brandon Charles Wilson...
no one will ever know how many times I've screamed that name until my throat bled raw..
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