Confused
Date: Nov 5th, 2005 9:51:22 pm - Subscribe
Mood: confused


i need advice, and i dont know if anyone can give me advice, but it would be much appreciated... you see.. i like this guy, and i first met him on a field trip with band, and we sat next to each other and were flirty and all over each other the whole trip. after that, i got his sn and i talk to him sometimes online. I really like him but i dont know how to "approach" him now or talk to him since trip, b/c i dont think he likes me. I keep saying the wrong things instead of the right things and just messing it all up in general.How do you think i can change that? And does anyone know a way for him to possibly really start to like me? If so, let me know.. i am just really confused about the whole situation. thanks

A*M
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Thank you
Date: Nov 4th, 2005 7:31:38 am - Subscribe
Mood: hardcore


Thank you to all who have sent me comments in the last blog, I appreciate your concern. I really dont have to say much in this blog, but i just wanted to thank everyone. You definantly made me feel better about that.

A*M
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So you think so?
Date: Oct 27th, 2005 11:46:38 am - Subscribe
Mood: agitated


Why do people think I'm pathetic? This is just a place for me to vent, a place for me to talk about all the drama that is going on. a place for ME. Why do you think its pathetic that I write about my condition? I dont think it is, and frankly i dont really care if people answer my blogs or not.... I just like to think about things going on in my life, and writing them down is the only way that I can do that, so that I can look back and think about it. And it so happens that i do have friend anonymous.. thank you very much. I was very disturbed by your comment in my last blog entry.. and if you think im so pathetic, then why do you waste your time writing a comment in my blog? GET A LIFE. This is MY blog, and I dont appreciate what you said.. some people can take that real personally. You dont even know what its like... so dont even try to think you do.. YOU DONT. And if you spent one day in my shoes, then maybe you would think differently about it.

Im sorry if i offended anyone who is not the anonymous writer who commented on my blog last. That person just made me very angry.

A*M
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Well here goes..
Date: Oct 17th, 2005 8:50:37 am - Subscribe


I havent been on here in awhile. I guess because I havent had very much to say about things. I mean I guess thinks are going okay right now.. I am still a little iffy about my whole depression thing, I mean, I dont even know if the medicine I have switched to is right for me.. we switched again and this time to Prozac. In a way, I still dont know what is wrong with me, and in another way i am just kind of trying to keep doing what im doing and keep living my life. Its just very stressful this year with all that is going on. Sometimes I feel like the whole world hates me, but I just have to move on and live with it, bc thats about all I can do as of now. Its really confusing, I mean, my life is not exactly your perfect puzzle.. it is more of a bunch of defected cardboard pieces that just dont fit together.. it is my life.
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What I believe us right..
Date: Sep 30th, 2005 12:43:00 pm - Subscribe


I dont know if you all will agree with me, but I have certain religious beliefs that I would like to discuss. I kinda am a temporary Catholic right now, bc my mom is making me go to church.. and I find that I really dont believe much of what is said. First of all, I believe in the separation of church and state. We do not need people governing us and making decisions for our religion... religion should be what you believe, no matter if you are the only person in the world who believes it.. if you have faith, it is you religion. I also believe that the made up story of Adam and Eve should not be in the bible.. it is not really a part of the history, and we dont exactly know if that is the way we came to be. I believe will only know that in the afterlife. I also believe in reincarnation. I believe that if god deems it, you can be reincarnated to start over your life if you need to. Of course you will be a pdifferent person though. I also believe that you have two lives. I believe after your second life you go to heaven and if you need to be reincarnated furthermore, god will let you. I'm not sure I believe in hell or not, I mean Im sure there is a place like that, but i do not believe that god uses it. Be are generally good, and everyone has goodness in them.. I believe if they need another chance at it, god will give them that chance, because he is forgiving. I dont believe we need to ask forgiveness for everything that we do since we learn form our mistakes, I believe he will forgive you automatically without needed your forgiveness to be begged. I do also believe that there are spirits in this world. There are spirits that roam the earth in order to finish what they have started and they god lost in the passage from life to reincarnation. I believe that it is possible that anyone can get caught in this, and indeed it is like a hell on earth. I do believe many other things, but these are just the first things off the top of my head.. If anyone knows what religion that would fit under please let me know.

A*M
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