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Apr 17th, 2007 1:00:28 am - Subscribe

i feel really sick lately..
im not sure what it is///
guilt filtering out in bad ways..
but ive been throwing up..
and really sick in genral..

im not sure what to doo..
im not sure if i should continue..
or wait..

doesnt matter anyway..
im not do goood anyway..
i hate this..
icant deal with this..

its an aditction..
its everything i hate...
i have to change..
i have to start doing this properly..
live life theway i want..
it all starts with will power..

oh..
yeah..
he knows..
he knows bout this..
but not like it really is..

its going to be hard..
hard to live now..


xx
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