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May 10th, 2005 5:49:23 pm - Subscribe

I had another mediocre day today. I don't exactly have friends at school so I hate being there. A lot of people hate me. Most see me as "popular" but I'm definately not. I know of a lot who hate me and then the people who don't hate me are incredibly fake. They'll act like they're there for me but then they'll completely turn on me and talk about me behind my back. It pisses me off to no end. I can't trust anyone. Jazz band class is my only escape from all that crap. Atleast there I have a few people who semi-care. But even then it's not enough. 8th grade wont last much longer though. I'm soo looking forward to summer and freshman year. There's so much more for me at the highschool then the middle school. ALL of my friends are older than me so I never ever see them. It sucks but I get by. I'm just so sick of being hated. I don't even know why. I mean, I know their reasons, but I don't know if they're telling the truth or if they're just making up reasons to hate me. But what pisses me off even more is the people who talk about me when I'm 2 feet away from them. That happened today too. It's the worst feeling in the world to know that you don't even have someone you can trust.

come now rain and take me away .. ..
mood: moodless
toe tapper: Days Away : Keep Your Voices Down
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