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xheartbeat Cherry Cola - Subscribe
Alrighty well...this is my first blog in a really long time so I think I'm gonna make this one good. I think...

Anyways, I dont think I really classify myself as emo..actually I dont at all but that doesn't mean im not. Oh well... happy.gif
Mood: zesty

xheartbeat Let Me Have You Just One Moment More... Feb 4th, 2005 7:24:42 am - Subscribe
Well Well Well..

Here I am again. I'm so incredibly bored. School has a 2 hour delay today so I have absolutely nothing to do.

I should probably go get some breakfast.

Peace <3
Mood: antisocial

xheartbeat Sometimes I Hate Myself Feb 4th, 2005 2:48:10 pm - Subscribe
Ugh...School was horrible as usual. I wish I knew how to shut up sometimes.

I'm telling you, my mouth always gets me in trouble or get people mad at me. It sucks

Well enough complaining.

That's All For Now.

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Mood: faded

xheartbeat When She Smiles `* Feb 5th, 2005 8:39:35 am - Subscribe

Well I dunno what happened but last night i fell asleep infront of the computer and woke up this morning around 6 with a ton of messages from people online. Crazy. I never do that.

Anyways..a lot of disappointment yesterday. 7 hours could have been spent with Ashton but my stupid dad had to restrict me because i would have been the only girl at the party. It sucked. So instead I went shopping with Meg. I would have rather been at the party but shopping was fun.

Anyways, im sort of rambling on about nothing so I'll stop.

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Mood: vacant

xheartbeat This Time I Really Hate Myself.. Feb 5th, 2005 5:46:29 pm - Subscribe
Oh God...Here I go again..

I went to a Halo party today and I did it again. I flirted. I never know when I am. What other people see as flirting, i see talking to a guy. I feel so horrible because two of my best friends confronted me about it and they said "I shouldn't hold on to something that isn't really there" and they were referring to my relationship with Ashton. Now, as if me not being able to talk to him was bad enough, now I had people telling me that nothing was there. I'm so confused. I love him more than anything in the world but we never see eachother or talk to eachother because he's so busy. Next year will be so easier cuz I'll be in the same school as him but what if I can't make it until then? I don't know. Breaking up with him is the last thing I want to do but I'm so confused. I guess that's just another day in the life of me..

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Mood: upset