xkrx's Blog

please don't go 'cause i don't want to say goodbye another night...
Date: Nov 19th, 2004 12:11:50 am - Subscribe
Mood: zoned
music: 'stay' - no motiv

okay, so i thought some lyrics that i wrote was the most appropriate way to start a journal that i wasn't going to tell any of my friends about. okay... so i told ray about it, but he doesn't know how to get to it or anything... sometimes i just need to say some things that i know that they won't read... i mean, i have my written journal and everything that i don't let anyone read... but sometimes typing is so therapeutic. i can type so much better than i can write... writing can be illegible, typing can't. its really nice... this is just reminding me of how i should write some more to my story... steph told me when she read parts of it that i make my characters too much like me... i make her a combination of me and what i'd like to be... so they're partially who i'd like to be with some of the flaws that i have... if that makes any sense. and of course... there's the dream guy in them... *sigh* a guy like that doesn't exist for me. i've basically come to that conclusion... ray keeps telling me that i'm 'an attractive person' and stuff... i can't believe ray, he's my best friend who happens to be in love with my sister. although i must say its kind of funny that his two roomates *marc and chris* think that my lipring is hot, heh. surprising, but nice to know i guess. i've actually been taking a little better care of that... its looking better than it did before... i really want the front to get around to healing so that i can get new stuff for it... wow my mind keeps jumping around. i don't know... different stuff comes out when i type sometimes... maybe this whole emoblog thing will be good for me...
Comments: (2)

crowsblood - November 19th, 2004 I love the keyboard! I've used it so much, that when I write, my writing has to be perfect and pleasing to my own eyes. That's difficult to do. Just so you know, you can make your entries private, so no one can read them but you. ^^ I think it's on the NEW BLOG menu, where you write your entries.

xkrx - November 20th, 2004 i'm glad i'm not the only one who adores typing :-D i know i can make entries private on my livejournal... and i figured you could here... i don't usually mind people seeing what i write, thats why i left it public *although i didn't know it could be private, so thank you for that* i just don't want anybody that i know/thats mentioned to see it... sometimes it just makes things that much more complicated when people know exactly what you're thinking... but anyways, thanks for commenting :-)

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