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xmidnightx moo-ha-ha - Subscribe

why hallo there dear friend! i haven't updated you since... yesterday morning! how selfish of me! lol!

wooo orlaith left BB, but now kinga is in - i don't know which is worse? and what kind of name is kinga - im sure it isn't polish!

well yesterday i hung out with duncan! yay! it was fun! and i'm hanging out with him again today! i was supposed to be seeing seb today but there is no need now! because my CD burner has died so i am having to email him 39 photos! one batch has sent - two more batches are sending! i have sent the batch of frankie, and the batches of jon-luc and cliff photos are in movement! so that leaves a batch of lacosai pictures, seb pics and the movies!*thumbs up*

so today my mom has told me to look for a skirt which isn't black... but i might just look for some board shorts or something like that instead! there is a higher chance of me actually wearing them again!

wow im chatting to lee, its so nice to talk to him! i love him to bits! why wouldn't i, he has adopted me as his little sister!

yesterday we watched blackadder... i think thats about all we did! fun! hehe! nah it was really!

these pictures are taking ages! i still have to do my hair, change my bed, do the washing up! terrible!

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Mood: perky
..today.midnight.is.wearing..: usual emo stuff

xmidnightx blog 100 Aug 2nd, 2005 11:46:55 am - Subscribe

wow, i have been here for what, nearly 3 months and gotten to my 100th blog this fast! hehe! i am a confessed blogaholic! hehe

well yesterday was fun, i didn't see seb

but nevermind, i saw dunc

and i went shopping

! hehe! yesterday i said that my mom wanted me to get a skirt that wasn't black and that i would rather a nice pair of boardshorts, well i found a gorgeous pair of boardshorts for £25 and i had £26.85 in my bank so i was happy! they are really nice, they are animal, white with pink circles on, they look like bubbles, and inside some of the bubbles have different colours - so i can wear them with pink, white, yellow or blue! and i went to look for some lime green converse, because i really wanted some, so i went to schuh, where i usually buy shoes from, and they had the most amazing shoes in the world! they were EXACTLY what i wanted! hehe! they were Babycham (the make/style i wanted) and they had velcro straps (i wanted velcro straps on another pair of babychams but they didn't do them) they were the style i wanted (baseball kinda style - like chucks but not high tops) they were black (which i want) and to top it off - they have STARS on them! (I HAVE AN OVERWHELMING OBSESSION WITH STARS)

so i was happy!
i will get them this week i think - my mommy will fund them i guess, she always funds my shoes!

so today, all i have is babysitting... fun! lol! on sunday there was a McFly concert on, so i taped it because a) i was out and b) because McFly are my guilty pleasure! and i watched it today and they only showed two songs! how bollocks is that! it was all talking with the organiser! it was shit! lol!
last night my mom taped "the house of obsessive compulsives" which i will watch when i have finished what i am doing on my mp3 player so

! it looked really good! the top psychiatrist for dealing with obsessive compulsives decided that the only possibility of a cure was to put them all in a house together and see how they coped! i don't know - i will update on it later!

it takes so long to upload songs to my mp3 player! grrrrrrrr! lol!
i am REALLY loving incubus at the minute! they are awesome! i think that you don't have to be in a certain scene to actually like incubus - i reckon that anyone could say they like incubus and not get ripped for it... if you see where im coming from! they are awesome! and brandon is hot! my friend's sister named her baby after him!

whoa, its august now... everything is going so fast... this time last year i was with matt... what a mistake... i would also be on holiday - IN CORNWALL! i wish i could go back a year - there would be so many things i would do differently - i would have ended it with matt, i would have sucked the face off of matt (london) just so he would get over sarah and given him a chance at enjoying his holiday! lol! what a strange reason! but its true - i would have done!

this entry is beginning to seem quite lengthly, but i don't care! my songs haven't finished uploading yet! i will keep talking until they do! ha! we are on 28 mb of 68mb so i might be a while here folks!

i layed out all my (some unfinished) paintings for my cousins wedding yesterday, they look alright - well they will do when they are finished! whoa this song sounds familiar - what is it... make yourself - i've heard it before...

its a nice enough day today, i might change into my new shorts! they are lush! hehe! i am turning into jade - that is her word! hehe! nevermind! i love her to bits! and i miss her like sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! i miss matt too, but hopefully i will be seeing him when i get back from peuto rico!

ahh i found it on the map now... yesterday i couldn't find it! but on the gran canaria book i found it! phew! lol! hehe! it looks nice! and there is a ranch not too far from us so thats gonna be fine for me! i can go riding! yay! i wonder if it will be spanish stylee? god damn, i need to learn spaninsh... i might have to buy a book... i'm going to buy woman in white - maybe next week though... i think i will buy a spanish book tomorrow though - then i have more time to learn! but i can't nail a spanish sounding accent - it just sounds french - im good a sounding french! and there is a water park nearby so that will be nice - and out appartment is next to a pool which is dandy! and there are lots of shops apparantly!

so im happpy with that!

this is taking so long! its pissing me off! lol! im gonna leave the computer fill stop in a mo! ill go and do my hair i guess!
dunc bought the new ffaf album, hours, yesterday - it isn't as good as casually dressed but it is ok - he put it on my mp3 for me! as well as all his incubus and some random stuff like the hives and *shhh*fightstar (just paint your target - their only good song)*shh*

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Mood: sedated
..today.midnight.is.wearing..: jeans and pink polo shirt but i might change in a mo

xmidnightx work, money, love and boredom Aug 2nd, 2005 7:57:41 pm - Subscribe

i have just finished eating my dinner. i had fish and chips. it was lovely!
babysitting was good - johde made me play basketball with him for like 2 hours! but it made time fly so that was ok!

hehe! and then luca wet himself...

duncan is away... meh! i was going to ask him to come riding with me tomorrow but i have riding... actually, we might be able to work around his paper round! lol! i dont know...

got paid £8 today... i guess thats ok, i didn't work for as long so i guess thats computable.

i should be hearing back from the castle soon, i really hope so - i would LOVE to work there! its such a posh restaurant! hehe!
but i was thinking, when i start back at school i will be getting minimum £38 a month from child minding, then £20 a month from my mom, then minimum £40p/m from ema, even though i think i will be getting £20/£30 so even without working at the castle i will have £100 a month which i could happily live on!

i think i am going to call duncan right now, to discuss tomorrow

we stumble through questions that you could never answer,
the barrel is loaded so go an paint your target

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Mood: grr

xmidnightx god damn the shoe demons Aug 3rd, 2005 12:05:38 pm - Subscribe

just come home from shopping with mom'a! hehe! i was going to buy the star shoes but they looked tragic on! lol! so i have ordered some nice blue/green golas, they are cool! but i can't get them until we are back from peuto rico, which means i might be able to get some from there instead!
we had a spending spree in irish lol! mom bought herself a brown english lace skirt, which is really nice, and she bought me a really nice, pale blue, quicksilver V-neck sweater that is really nice, she also got me a blue skirt which is really nice, it was only £10! and also a purple chilli-pepper top which has a VW camper on it!

its lush! lol!
and then i bought myself woman in white as i REALLY wanted it!

so for the rest of the day, i have little plans - just horse riding, thats all! so i have about 3.5 hours to kill! lol! nevermind!

i had a very nice chocolate chip cookie after my lunch, it was lovely! it could have been a little softer though, it hurt my jaw a little bit, but not as much as the crusty cob - im not allowed them, but i really fancied one!

i really wanted to get these light blue converse today, but the whole country had sold out of size 3s! i was gutted, i had my heart set on them! well nevermind, my new shoes are nice too!

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Mood: good
..today.midnight.is.wearing..: right now... converse, burgandy cords, studded belt, v-neck sweater, underwear, watch, black beads, my ring...

xmidnightx unpleasant dreams Aug 4th, 2005 10:04:24 am - Subscribe

Last night I had a dream.

I got shot by someone vaguely familiar, yet I was unsure who the person was. He shot me about 8-16 times however I knew it was a dream, therefore I was unable to feel a thing.

I began to reason with my assasin, whilst he was torturing my friends. I knew that these people were my friends, yet I had not a clue to their identities. Soon after, he vanished. I decided to run, I couldn't physically run dar, but I had to get to somewhere safe, where there were people to look after me.

I ran as fast as my legs could carry me, but they felt like lead. It was about 2 in the morning at this time. I ran around the fence dividing the neighbours and our houses, and sprinted down their drive. I opened their porch and pounded on their front doors. My fists did not appear to be making a sound, it was extremely muffeled. So I kicked and kicked, but there was no answer.

I decided that I wan't getting an answer from the OyleOyle's so I figured that I was standing in a glass porch and if the assasin was to leave my house, he would see me. So I curled up in a ball on the floor.

Then Ayo came to the door
"He murdered me and my friends" (what bad grammar the heidi of my dreams has!)
I shouted, aware that it was very quiet and if I was too loud, he could possibly hear me. Ayo let me in, comforted me, and let me sleep on his sofa.

From the point where i was running, I no longer knew that i was dreaming, it seemed so real.

They had alot of visitors, all children. Not all relatives though, surely. Most were british, the OyleOyle's are Nigerian.
All these children stooped over me like hawks...

From this point on, all I remember is feeling scared, I think.

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Mood: analytic
..today.midnight.is.wearing..: long skirt, new quicksilver blue V-Neck sweater