so today is wednesday (4 more days...) dunc gets home in 3 days, yay! i really need to sort some things out with him... im really starting to get scared... why now, why whilst he is on holiday... this is awefull... i don't knoe what i am going to do...

today, i have no plans, except to not stuff my face... i binge far too often when i am not at school. school gives me structure, it gives me something to focus on so that i am not constantly thinking... hmm... i could eat x right now. the school food is so horrible so its great, i only need eat once a day. i can't wait to get back to school. how geeky do i sound!

no riding this evening, the horses are on holiday - how fucked up is that! nevermind... i saw this chav on the bus who helps out at riding today, she is such a chav! and she lives in braunstone... poor lass (gawd how northern do i sound!)

look at me, im thinking about lunch and im already full from breakfast! i am so pathetic - i really need to stop binging... i don't even know why i do it

last night i dreamt that i took a pregnancy test and it turned out to be negative... god help me, i can't be though, surely, it's never split, we are always carefull... oh gawd why! i hope i come on soon...
im scared

hmm...dreams are crazy aren't they?

Hope Bella is doing great Thanks for the comment!

Hope you sort out everything with Duncan

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I've never heard that horses have their own holidays too - that's very surprising to know About the period, I think u should just relax and take care of yourself properly - have enough sleep, eat healthy food and don't worry about it too much, because it tends to come so irregularly for young women anyway, and u're always careful, right? I'm sure it'll come very soon

i usually run like clockwork - i always have done! lol! still not come yet...