whoa, i haven't blogged in ages, it makes me feel lost! lol! well heres why!

tuesday

OMG - i met up with friends from school - this is a very abnormal event. sam and i met up and went for a picnic on abbey park! it was really cool! we were sitting beside the canal with what would have been the abbey's perimeter wall right behind us. the wall has those little cross shaped window things in them. i thought that they had all been filled in with muck over time but it turns out that one of them hadn't and this little kid decided to scare the shit out of us! he shouted something and at first i thought that it was just my paranoia messing up my senses again, then he shouted something again and sam and i looked at eachother, then he shouted again and we realised! it was really scary - i thought my paranoia was returning again!
then we went back into town and met up with claire! we had just walked across from the clock tower (where we met her) and jade screamed at us! she had just spent 3 weeks in cuba - she looked like a bloody african (not that she isn't anywhere - she just looked kinda faded before!) but she was with kantas and hamilton. kantas and i ran at eachother in the road to hug and he picked me up and accidentally bend backwards meaning that he ALMOST dropped me on my head in the middle of a road!!! but it was fun! so we hung out for a bit and then i went babysitting, then when i got home dave and caroline were here.
we sat down for dinner and my phone started ringing - i thought it would have been duncan but ...dun dun dun... it was keiran - my big brother (well he isn't really but he treats me like a sister and looks after me and everything - he is better than all my fuckwit brothers put together - i hate them all for leaving me)! so that was nice to hear from him!

wednesday

wednesday, met up with duncan and then came home to return to a house with an extra body in it! KEIRAN CAME TO VISIT! i was soooooooooooooo excited! i ran from the bus, leaving duncan to walk, and jumped up to hug him! i was so happy. so we talked for ages and then helped them all get ready for my moms bday party in which they all had to dress up as school children! twas a laugh! then we got the taxi with them into town and went to the charlotte to see lacosai again. they were good.
before we went in, we stood on 'our little road'. i was seeing things there though, it scared me. i used to see things alot when i used to get bullied. it still happens, but not as bad as wednesday night. we were standing with a door in veiw. i glanced at it once and it was ajar with someone standing in it - it was a woman in her 20-30s wearing dark but colourful clothes. then i blinked and she had vanished but the door was still open, then i blinked again and the door was shut. now, duncan didn't see any of this and he was looking in that direction the whole time - plus a door and a human would not have moved that fast (if you get me? it was in like a second) then i kept glancing and the door would be ajar, then closed - this is coming from an pretty abandoned building (i think)
then in the charlotte duncan got upset over something i did.
then we got home and hung out for a bit, it was gooooooooood! hehe! then when everyone came home we watched BB - craig got evicted.
stayed up till 3:30 talking and stuff - i hope we didn't keep people awake - i was trying to keep whispering!

thursday

duncan stayed in bed for ages, i pottered around ect - finally got him up with the aid of cold water! hehe! we went for a walk around the fields again, then went to the services for dinner... woo KFC! hehe! then we hung out for abit - then dave came, then mom got home and he went, then we messed about upstairs for abit - then he went home. jade the slut and her crue were there - great. she thinks she knows me - does she think i am cool or something? i think she is a slut and i really don't like her.
nevermind!

well that is my explanation for not blogging - not enough time on my hands! nevermind!
well i will blog today again, and tomorrow a couple of times and then i am going on holiday to peuta rico (gran canaria) so i doubt there will be an internet cafe about but if there is i will blog as often as possible! hehe! i miss blogging!

well i hope you have all been well in my absence. take care