i've joined emo blog as a place where i'll be able to share my feelings with people who might know what i'm feeling.xX~broken~soul~Xx
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i've joined emo blog as a place where i'll be able to share my feelings with people who might know what i'm feeling. xX~broken~soul~Xx |
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here's a poem i did its rubbish but writting helps me cope with my emotions... pain smothers me, a soft black veil, covered in its cold confort, lonley and tired, death is the only confort for my bleeding heart... its a work in progress,sorry its so shit  |
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recenlty i've been feeling so much pain, i neary broke down in an exam together but i managed to hold myself together till i got home, put on thursday and burst into tears. i sat in the corner of my room, i'm not sure how long i stayed like that. i got changed and managed to compose myself, i got my guitar and leads together ready for band practise. playing in a band helps me a lot, my band members are like the best friends i have and there the few people i can relate to. music is a great outlet for my grief and it can be so soothing... well this doesnt seem to be going anywhere but that band practise helped me a lot. xX~broken~soul~Xx |
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i know i've only just posted but i'm so upset and angry at the moment. i feel so upset one of my supposed best friends has just cut me deep crying. she's some one who i really thought i could trust but she seems to have deemed our friendsip as having little value. it just feels like very time i think i fine people that i can talk to they stab me in the back. i dont know who to trust and believe not it seems as if eveyone is playing some sort of sick game with me im so confused and upset...
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she was a flower amongst weeds, she lit up the dark room of my heart, she healed my wounds, she sung gentle lullabies to ease my painl, now she's gone and im left alone, trying to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, i dont even know where to start.... |