| Hey guys!!! Sorry I havent updated this for a while, I've been so damn busy. I have A LOT to talk about so this might be a little long, lol. first off, probably all of u guys know that Heidi and I went to the Pocono race, (which was AWESOME!) And we did get track passes, and got to meet Kasey. Yes, he is as shy as people think, but he is as sweet as ever. He is even cuter in person, and his eyes are bluer! lol, Anyway, I got him to sign my cell phone, (I know, Im weird), and got him to sign a pic. Secondly, last Saturday, I went to Hershey Park with Daren, Heidi, Emma, Justin, Seth, and Sarah. It was awesome! Except for Daren, holding me under that big bucket that dumps like 50 gallons of water on you. I broke my record! By riding every roller coaster! Yep, Yep, Yep! The Storm Runner, Great Bear, Sidewinder, Wildcat, Trailblazer, Lightning Racer, The SuperDooperLooper, The Comet, And then the water rides, Tidal Force, Canyon River Rapids, Coal Cracker, Roller Soaker, East Coast Water Works, The Vortex, The Surge, The Riptide, and The Whirlwind, and then, The Claw, The Pirate Ship, and the Kissing Tower. Thirdly, the new horses are doing good, but a little stubborn, Hearts And Diamonds likes chewing on bridals and halters, and Talking To Myself likes licking stuff, hands, clothes, shoes, so yeah lol. We havent tried them out on the barrels yet, my dad thinks that Hearts And Diamonds is gonna be a good Team Penning horse so im probably gonna get together with my cousins and do that again this year at the farm show. So, I think thats about all. Ttyl! =] |
| Went shopping today with Heidi, I got a new pair of flip flops and a new bikini at American Eagle, Perfume, (and some other things I won't mention, lol) at Victoria's Secret, A new purse at Aero, and then we went to Kohl's, which is like my favoritist store ever! And bought, 3 pairs of shorts, 2 tubetops, and a cute pink dress with black and white truffles and black gloves to go with it. Yep, and I only spent $83.47 on it all! Yeah, and Heidi spent around $61.83, lol. So, Derek, Daddy and I are getting ready to go swimming, I know, we are crazy to be going out at 10:00. but thats when our pool is the warmist. And we dont have to worry about bats or anything, bcuz we have lights around the pool, or are bats and bugs attracted to light? I have no clue, lol. |
| Okay, so maybe I was wrong, the pool water was freakin cold!!! So whats every1 doing 2day? Me, Im going swimming at Heidi's and then comeing back home, and then getting dressed, and then me, my mom, dad, and brother, are going out to eat with Heidi's family. And were driving the whole way up to Gettysburg to eat at The Gingerbread Man, and Gettysburg, is what 30 minutes away? |
| Hellooooo every1!!! I just got back from dinner. We ate at the GingerbreadMan, I think I already told you. Yeah, it was so funny, bcuz Derek shot this spit ball, and it landed on the back of this old mans shirt, he didnt notice though, my mom didnt see, but my dad did and he didnt say anything he just laughed. Yeah, my daddy is the bestest daddy in the whole wide world, lol sorry im braging. well, im gonna get to bed, bcuz im like really tired, ttyl! |
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It's been a while since I've heard your voice, That warm and comforting voice, Always uttering helpful words of wisdom. You always knew so much more, About life than I, Teaching my day by day. You watched me grow into a woman, Always supporting me no matter what. You were so proud of what I was becoming, Loving me endlessly without question, Never judging. While you were watching me mature into the person I am today, I was watching you struggle to stay alive. You said over and over, That everything would, Would end up all right in the end. You always knew just what to say, To make the world seem, Like it was on our side, But you were wrong this time Pappy, The world wasn't on our side. It took you away from me, Leaving me alone, Longing for your love, To wipe away my tears, As they rolled down my cheek, Without someone to share my fears, My joys, And my Triumphs I heard your voice again last night. I've missed it since you've been gone. I saw your smile again last night, I've been wishing for it every hour, Since you've been away. In my dream you said You'd always be near And now that I think of it, You said the same thing, The day you died. You always did know just what to say To make the world seem like it Was on our side. Pappy, I've missed you so much, I can't even put it into words. I would give anything to see your smile, to hear your laugh, or your voice, again. Daddy and I have been coming to see you every Sunday, we take flowers every time. In a year I'll be able to come and talk to you myself, when I get my license. I think about you every day. Days after your funeral, I couldnt smile or even laugh, I would cry myself to sleep at nights, just wishing that it was all a bad dream, and I would wake up and you would be there, but you weren't. And it wasnt a dream. I still cant believe that your gone, it's so hard to believe. I just want you to know, that I love you so so so much, and we all miss you, but we know that your not suffering, and your up with God, and in a better place. I love you Pappy. |