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xxstarlit xx Bee Sting - Subscribe
Today was interesting..I fell asleep around 8 am and woke up at about 1:45 to Brett sitting ever so suspiciously at the end of the couch, apparently waiting for me to wake up. He had been waiting for me/ trying to wake me up for about an hour. Finally I got up and we discussed how we didn't have time to go through with our plans for the day (due to my sleeping so damned late), so we hung out for awhile, I made him some leftover spaghetti, and showed off some new clothes I got. I tried to call into work so me and Brett could actually spend some time together and do what we had planned, but Laurie spazzed and said she desperately needed me, so I finally gave in and ended up going to work.

Neither of us wanted to give up our plans though, so we went ahead and did what we wanted anyone, which worked out ok, I still got to work on time and all.

Then at work everyone kept asking about my huge hickey o.O It's damn near impossible to cover up, especially considering how dark it is..nobody asked me for my number at least, though.

Bambi stopped by and chit-chatted for awhile. She gave me her cell number and asked me to call her after I get off work tomorrow to go hang out, but I forgot that I have to get up early and go to Troy Monday, so that's outta the question. She'll understand though.

Anyway. So it's been a good week so far ^_^ Tuesday will be three months and a week for me and Brett..it sucks that our 6 month won't be so close to V-Day anymore, but I guess it's alright, considering it will be 11 days after Brett's birthday now.

God I can't believe he's gonna be 18 in 3 months xD Uber awesomeness. It's wierd cause it seems like it was just yesterday that we were talking about how he had like, more than half a year before he turned 18, and now it seems like it's right around the corner. I can't wait for it too..I'm gonna get him the most uber awesome stuff ever, not to mention some unmentionable things xDD

Anyway, I gotta get to bed so I'll wake up early enough to actually greet him in the morning instead of him waiting "bedside." That is, if he even comes over tomorrow. I know he mentioned it, but I dunno if he ever said for sure or not.

Monday is my day off, and Wednesday I get paid again ^_^ Woobie
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Mood: perky
Made Me Smile:: Seeing Brett for a few hours

xxstarlit xx So Much For Lemminy Jan 4th, 2005 6:12:45 am - Subscribe
Well, I picked Britt up, took her to school, talked to a few of the guard girls for a bit, and then headed over to Advance to look at some spiffy car stuff. I finally decided to go with a blue and red theme for my car, since the Jimmy airfreshener dragon thingy is blue, and by god, that thing will -never- leave my car, so I might as well decorate around it. Anyway. So, after I left Advance, I went home, slept, woke up, picked her up from school, talked to Brett for a bit and then went to Brittney's for an hour or two.

Brett showed up and we all chilled for awhile until Britt started talking to Derek on the phone. Things got dramatic after that, so me and Brett went on to amusing ourselves with making out and grossing out Britt and Brandon, not to mention the hickey war that I once again lost [I fought a good battle though xD Left one on the left side of his neck..though nowhere near as big or dark as the ones he leaves on me]. Eventually, we left, and met up with "Daypaul" at the movies. Brett decided he didn't want to watch a movie, and Britt was too pissed off/upset to sit through it, so we loaded up, got food, and went to Drew's. Eventually we all piled back up (Britt, Daypaul, Brandon, Brett, Derek, Aaron, and Andrew) and went back to the theatre once again. It was a good night, minus Brett trying to talk me into pissing Drew off enough to say something that would entitle Brett to knock the fuck out of him. I mean, yeah, Andrew deserves to have his ass kicked for hurting Zona, but it sucks that I got put in the situation to have to piss him off.

Omfg..I wanted to tell him I loved him so bad tonight o.O He just kept looking me in the eyes and kissing me and everything..I just wanted to blurt it out, but I'm determined to let him say it first, and if I don't, I -will- be waiting for at least a month. I just don't want to look like I'm just trying to throw the word around. I want him to know for sure that I mean it.

Anyway. It was a great day off. I get paid Wednesday, so that'll be nice, and then, I owe Nelson's $207, and I owe Aaron $10. So yeah. That leaves me with about $75. Then, I have to save $50 for gas. So I'll have about $25 left. Oh sweet god I'll be broke by friday. Ah well. Conan's on and Brett just said goodnight, so I'm off to watch my late night shows and then hit the proverbial hay.

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Mood: fulfilled
Made Me Smile:: Brett's deep looks & uber awesome kisses

xxstarlit xx Would It Be Wrong to Ask For Your Number? Jan 5th, 2005 7:14:35 am - Subscribe
Well, at least he was nice about it instead of the other idiots who keep begging when I've told them repeatedly that I -have- a boyfriend that I -luff- very much, and that they are -not- getting my god damn number!!

Anyway, so tonight was ok. Leigh Ann is trying to get a job at Huck's for the weekends which will give me my uber spiffy Saturday and Sunday off ^_^. -dances-

Brett came by work and had Baker with him. They stuck around for awhile, joking with me and messing with my OCD. I can't help it if everything has to be color coded and balanced angry.gif So..yeah. And Baker gave me money to buy him porn. o.O

I'm thinking about not doing it though, because I think Baker is Emy's little anon noter, in which, then he thinks she's twice the woman I am, and that she should go for Brett. Therefore Baker is a bad bad man who will get no porn from me. If it is him. Which I'm not sure, but considering her anon noter told her that Brett was at Huck's from approximately 6-9, and that was when Baker was with Brett @ Huck's..it leads me to believe that Baker is the culprit.

Oh, and Kortni came to get gas at Huck's tonight after kickboxing..surprise surprise, she had Emy and Marle with her, and they all seemed to be a bit ticked since Brett was there..hey, like Emy said, he is dating me after all. She has no reason to be selfish.

Plus, she seems to think he ditched her today after school. I happen to know however, that he did go by her house, she just wasn't there. Like he's gonna pass up free biscuits and gravy..Pshaw.

Anyway, I gotta get to bed. I bought Brett a Butterfinger bar so I'm taking it to him after school, therefore I must sleep in order to wake up in time to take it to him.

Tomorrow is payday ^_^ -dances- Unfortunately the majority of the money goes to Nelson's and gas. I think I'm gonna get that belly ring I was wanting while I'm at Next Door buying Baker's porn though.
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Mood: tranquil

xxstarlit xx Honk Honk -siren- Honk Jan 7th, 2005 10:37:03 am - Subscribe
-whimpres- I got ready to leave work today, and ended up looking incredibly lame angry.gif

I noticed when I got to work that my remote for my car wasn't working to well, but I finally, after fiddling with it for a few minutes, got the alarm to set. Well, leaving work, the damn thing wouldn't work at all, so I go to use the key, and whatdya know, I set off the damn alarm. No problem, right, just get in, turn on the car, and go. If only.

-sighs- The damn thing had already cut the starter circuit off, so here I am, scrambling to turn off the alarm, while people stare at me like I'm an idiot [what can I say, I've only had the car for a week..]. Finally the guy that drives the baby blue Honda came up and told me to pop the hood, so I did. Then he unplugged the battery, and we went about trying to figure out a way to rig the remote long enough to turn off the alarm and let me get on my merry way to Union City so I could by a new batter for the darn thing. We tried it all, nothing would work, so I sent him on his way, and called Daddy.

I ended up having to go to Fulton to get a batter for it, and when we got back, presto, alarm system turns off with the click of a button, and I'm headed home.

Oh yeah. I went by the Carribean Corner restaurant today to see if they were hiring waitresses, but, alas, they weren't, so I asked for flyers to pass around, and they gave me two menu's, one to post at work, and one to use for info. They told me to make sure that I told everyone that I sent them, and they would give me 10% commission. Woobie ^_^ I hope they don't go belly-up..the people are so nice and it seems like they would have good food!!

Brett came by after school, and then he came by work. He brought Baker with him though -grrs-. It sucks that Baker is Mr. Anonymous. I really thought he was a good guy..so much for that idea. I still like him and all as Brett's friend, but I don't guess I can really call him a friend of mine anymore.

So. Yes. After they left, Drew came by, and then Daddy to drop off my INF check from Nelson's. While they were there, Emy came in. I'm getting sick already of them coming to Huck's to get gas just so they can spy. I just want to scream at them:

"You wanna know if Brett's visiting me at work, call or something, but for fuck's sake, quit being so god damn snoopy. You're not fooling anyone!!"

But you know, that would just be mean. It's gonna be funny when Brett realizes what they're doing though. He doesn't take it kindly when he notices that people are 'spying' on him.

Anyway..so, yeah, I still haven't said it yet. I wanted to today..it was one of those moments when you kiss, and you just draw back and you can't do anything but smile..and then you kiss again. I wanted to say it..but once again, I swallow my words in attempt to make it more meaningful when I finally do say it.

Oh yeah, one good thing about 'blue' [I dunno his name, I just know he drives that awesome baby blue Honda] having to unplug my battery..my check engine light went off ^_^ Ah well, it'll come back on if something's still wrong.
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Mood: cute
Made Me Smile:: That moment with the kissing and all..open eyes is good at times ^_^

xxstarlit xx Twist Jan 8th, 2005 9:07:15 pm - Subscribe
I don't know if I should write about this in here. It's kind of more personal than I would usually write about.

-sighs- I feel like second string. Tomorrow is my day off and I don't know what I'm gonna do. Probably nothing. Might catch a movie. Probably chill with Brett if he doesn't have any plans.

I hate working sometimes. It really interferes with 'chill' time, ya know? Especially since I'm working 48+ hours a week. But hey, they're training a new girl this week, and since they don't need anyone for first, she's either for second or third shift, and if she's for second, that means I'll be getting my days off ^_^ -dances-

I'm starting to gain back the weight I lost.

.twist.

Keyword. -blinks- I'm really uber depressed right now and I don't even know why. Like I said though, second string.

As soon as my clothes get done drying I'm going to work. It's pointless to wait till the last minute. Not like I'm doing anything important.

Which, I most defenitely should be, but I wasn't the one who made that decision.

Well. I'm going.
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Mood: gelatinous