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Date: Dec 22nd, 2004 8:33:45 am - Subscribe
Mood: tired
Made Me Smile:: Waking up to see Brett here

Today was pretty good. Brett woke me up this morning, he came over to talk..I'm not too sure what was accomplished by our "talk" but I guess I'll find out xD

I get paid tomorrow, so I'm gonna go pick up everyone's presents and stuff. I have -alot- to do tomorrow. In the morning I have to go to the bank to pay my debt to them and re-open my account. Then I have the funeral to go to, and then work. Somewhere in there I need to fit in sleep and seeing my friends.

The wake was awkward today. I guess I always saw Mamaw as dying, and so it doesn't hurt as much. I almost had to leave though..it just reminded me so much of Cleek's wake.

My "grandfather" said absolutely nothing to me, and it's a damn good thing. For some reason at that moment I couldn't have hated him more. Him, crying over his mother's casket sent me into a frenzy of fury. That bastard didn't deserve a mother like Mamaw. He better be thanking the stars in heaven that I didn't announce his wrong doings to the entire family right then and there. I wanted to.

Anyway. Work was ok, same old same old.

I'm gonna try to get some rest.

Wish, Dream, Love.

xx Kendra
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david - December 22nd, 2004 Kendra thanks for submitting your Emo Blog Picture. It has been added to the Member Promotion Area. Thanks again!

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