nothing important
Date: Feb 22nd, 2005 12:45:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: lame
So I guess I'm kinda sad. Not for my own reasons, but I'm reading critisizms on a street car named desire and the whole story makes me sad. Sometime I can highly relate to blanche, not the lying part, but juts some off the feelings she has, I don't even know why, since I have money and I'm young, but whatever.
I went threw aim logs looking for something and happened to read things between brian and i like as of recent. In one conversation he tires to tell me in times like this he really wishes he and i had that whole trust thing and wanted to tell me something, and i didn't care about it then. I didn't care what he wanted to trust me with and all that shit. I feel kind of bad, since i am/was mean to him without any real reason except for something that makes little differnce and for another reason >_> but like he really needed me that day, and wanted to trust me with something....
noisuf0@mac.com: hi sam
thetoxicdesire: hi brian
noisuf0@mac.com: -shrug- its a time like this that i wish we had that whole "trust" thing goin on
thetoxicdesire: sorry my trust for people just keeps going down hill
noisuf0@mac.com: i know.. =[ i just liked being able to talk to you
thetoxicdesire: your too hard to trust to be honest
noisuf0@mac.com: -shrug-
noisuf0@mac.com: cus i let out all of your secrets..
noisuf0@mac.com: and eveyrthing you told me
thetoxicdesire: no saying you ever have
noisuf0@mac.com: -shrug-
noisuf0@mac.com: i liked being able to tell you everything =[
There was more but this is the part i care about...
Why did he want to talk to me and what about, heh I'll never know...
but why do i care?
mainly cause i feel lsightly bad for some of the harshness i had towards him, he picked bad times to IM about stuff, which wasn't his fault, but it definilty influenced our conversation, since well I can be a major bitch when mad or TIRED....
Well what ever nothing about it really matters too much to me any more. things with brian and i never really work out so why bpther to think any differntly this time....
heh.
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