Why? Why does it have to be me?
Date: Jan 23rd, 2006 1:40:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: Ever been hit by a truck?
Hey everyone . . . the nex paragraph is kinda depressing and stuff, but I gotta write it out. If you don't wanna read about my depressing life lolz, skip the nex paragraph.
Ahh . . . so how have I been lately? I've been ok. Kinda. lolz. Ok, so I haven't been real great. At all. My parents are putting restrictions on me because I went from a 4.0 to a 3.6 GPA. To make a long story short, I got this girl at our school mad at me coz I'm mad at her coz she spread a rumor about me the day after I told her it wasn't true. And ya, it's not fun havin ppl mad at you. But dag . . . when you bring someone who spreads rumors into the picture it brings gossip and anger to a whole new level. So ya, that happened, then I wasn't supposed to be at school today, we were supposed to do a "snow day" thing, where my whole school goes up to Mt Shasta and plays in the snow all day. Unfortuantly, a third of my school didn't turn in their permission slips in on time, so that got canceled, and it became a regular school day, which sucked. Then I made plans after school to go sell ads for Yearbook with one of my friends, then we would come home and play Time Splitters 3 till dawn. But then, his little brother got in trouble and his mom couldn't take us to sell ads, and my parents were both busy, so we couldn't go sell ads, and something came up for him, so he could stay over at my house. We were plannin to go to the Christian Supply too so we could get some new CDs, but since we didn't go sell ads, we didn't go there. And I've been wanting that 2004 Collide CD from Skillet. And I really want a Chris Tomlin CD too. So I didn't get those. Andrew invited me over tonight, but I couldn't go. Tha'z prolly good anyways, coz I'm pretty depressed right now and wouldn't be fun to be around anyways. Grades are slipping pretty fast. I can't seem to get Algebra, and when I do, it seems that I make some mistake somewhere in my work and end up with a bad grade anyways. I jus found out that I have a D in Chem too. Don't ask me how. I jus got a Detention in Algebra too, and hafta serve it at 7 AM monday morning. *sigh* Why does life hafta suck so bad sometimes? This all happened within the last week, most of it within the last two days. It all hit me pretty hard, especially the whole rumor thing. I still can't believe she did that . . . I jus don't get why . . . if you want the in depth version, msg me and I'll give it to you. If you guys could pray for me for this, tha'd be cool. It still hurts . . . not because the rumors were spread, but because of when and by who the were spread. It hurts . . .
. . . on a lighter note . . . I get to see Megan tomorrow for the first time in . . . too long
. Her dad is a control freak if you don't know him . . . he had issues with the school las year so he pulled his kids out, threw his oldest daughter out of the house (bout a month or something before she graduated) and sent her up to her mom and step dad in Oregon to finish highschool and go to College. So ya, now he won't let Megan have any contact with anyone from the school . . . or so he thinks . . . lolz. So ya, I'm pretty excited about that. We're goin to lunch, gonna see a movie, and go to the mall after that. I'm bringin my Hot Topic gift card! So ya . . . in conclusion, jus pray for me. Please.
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