Date: Jun 22nd, 2009 2:15:45 am - Subscribe
I haven't posted in this blog for such a long time! I feel so nostalgic as I read through my posts a year ago, and now I truly understand how depressed I was feeling then. I felt left out, and I didn't have a circle of friends whom I could rely on. Now, somethings have changed, but some still haven't. Obviously, I'm less depressed now, but I still have my dark moments. I've graduated and went to a new school, and I'm finding it difficult to fit in with my class, but I do have a few friends from my previous school, and I hang out and chat with them very often. I am less fake than I was last time, but I still am a very private person.
I might still be using this blog, but for now I'm over at livejournal.
Date: Apr 19th, 2008 8:05:38 am - Subscribe
My jeans feel snug today. Especially around the thigh area. I've gained about 2 kg. Oh god. I'm turning obese.
From 37kg I've jumped to 39kg. I feel fat, uterly fat.
During lunch today tears threatened to drop off my eyelids. I was so emotionally upset. I swear never, ever to help anyone again, since this is what i get.
I'm officially down in the dumps.
Date: Apr 13th, 2008 12:51:24 am - Subscribe
I feel fat. Way too fat. I need to lose a stone, or maybe even two.
I think i suffer from binge eating. That said, i only binge when I'm depressed. And let's just say i've been binging for quite some time.
I want to stop it, but i just can't.
Did I just throw my entire life away?
Date: Apr 11th, 2008 9:39:51 pm - Subscribe
Oh, the plethora of issues in my life. From godknowswhat not remembering to bring back my Maths homework to leaving a snail in my damn terrarium, my life is pretty much screwed.
They call it a cliché. I'm suppose to be outgoing, the girl everyone wants to be, heck, that life was made out for me. I supposed you could say i dissed it.
I just can't stand the pressure anymore. Please don't come and tell me i'm emo, because i'm not, seriously.
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