youarefake's Aeonity Blog

you know.	May 30th, 2005 3:57:59 pm - Subscribe
i'm really hungry. I love it when people say stupid things. I really enjoy music, my friend asked me to be in a band the other day, but you know me, I can't do anything right, ever. I suppose i'm going to spend the rest of my life untalented. Atleast I have someone to love. That's really all you need, is somebody to love. It all comes from God, so you have to love the person in the right way. Lust isn't love my friend, it's a road to a ruined relationship. as many have learned in the past. Taylor's driving around with his friends, and i'm stuck at home, on a holiday, with nothing to do but sit at my computer as usual. I really wish my parents would let me ride with teenagers, I mean, they are my own kind. I'm sixteen years old and i'm not allowed to ride with teenagers, isn't that ridiculous? i'm old enough to have MY licence. So therefore, i'm stuck at my house, for the whole day. with nothing to do. Maybe, nevermind, scratch that. no stores are open. This day, is going to suck. and suck it will. <3
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First I suppose	May 30th, 2005 5:20:23 am - Subscribe
This is my "secret journal" This is for me, and only me. I'm unbelievably in love. there's nothing else to say, there is no other way to put it. It's hard because sometimes I think he doesn't understand how much I honestly love him more than anything. It even scares me sometimes. sometimes to the point where i feel like crying. I think i'm obsessed with him. but how could that be a bad thing? His name is Taylor, he's gorgeous. Sometimes I hate the people i'm around, and it's hard to say I feel that way because I try hard to love them. I wish I could amaze them someday. and when I wish for things it's not always like i'm really wishing for them, it's mainly just the wish for wishing for my wishes tocome true so one day I can say I made a wish apon a star and then that star granted my wish on a day when I wished that I could wish it were true...but it's not. Tomorrow may be different. for now i'm in love\\
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