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Gah! It's happened again, after a long time without blogging I have completely re-emptied myself. I take on hobbies when I become overwhelmed with real life and I could probably spend days just staring at the sky. The only things I still feel that I hold onto are my bible and my music, and I feel tired and weak. After getting a mere 20 hours of sleep last week due to 2 jobs, and 3 tests I feel completely devoid of anything profitable. However I met a pretty cool coworker, and I'm constantly excited for the future. I'm also thinking about getting my ears pierced, although I might hold off for a while as I still have to go through my parents (I don't usually have the heart to overrule them). It feels kinda sad being 19 and still having to turn to them for permission, but I guess that's life for now.......as I said earlier I can't wait for the future *always looking ahead*. Meanwhile, I think of all the friends I've known who have come and gone, I also think of those people I met who I should have been friends with but missed the opportunity. Don't worry, those of you who feel left out or rejected because I haven't called you, I plan to really soon...... Alright, well hopefully I will become filled soon, because while I hate this emptiness inside, I can feel myself getting attached/used to it and I know deep down that something has got to give. In ending this session, I just want to say to those of you who even so much as view my blog, I wish you the best. I've been listening to From First to Last and Snow Patrol. |