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Well, guess who decided to show up, that's right......me! I've long been soul-searching for my blog downtime and have been enjoying my emotions once again thanks to someone (points to girl who's name starts with M and ends with A -_^). Yup, what a whole lot of good just a few words of encouragement can do. Now it's time for me to plug that message you've all heard over and over from someone who was probably on your case "Please get out there and help those who are down, just a smile, a wave or a simple statement could very well change the course of their life." I know that statement is completely movie-cheesy but it's surprisingly true and I had to learn from first hand experience! Anyway, school is complete trash and I doubt the fruits of education as the weeks go on, but I still press on towards an awkward success. I've got a walking boot over a new cast (that my sister graffitti'd with a sharpie) so I'm officially mobile. My job isn't completely worthless after all and I've made some friends in unlikely places, so it's all good. I'm finally keeping up on my devotions (also known as Bible study time) which is boosting my confidence in my faith. Also, I'm starting to do things for myself, which is something I'd lost for quite some time, I always wanted to impress others, prove them wrong, etc.... but now I realize none of that matters. I can just do my own thing (within the rules of my faith), and take everyone elses opinions in stride. Wow, this must seem pretty obvious to a lot of people out there, but it really is a fresh discovery for me. Thanks to all of you that helped me through the hard times, and sorry I haven't called you in a while! Oh and out of tradition, I've been listening to Brand New and The Rasmus lately. |
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Wow, I had the craziest day ever, I went to school and worked all day, then came home and enjoyed time with the family. I had the perfect 19th birthday today, talking to and/or hanging out with the ones you love and getting everything you wanted and more, I really didn't expect today to go so wonderfully. I just wanted to take a moment here and reminisce over the past year, it's been great to make it this far and I can't wait to see what the future holds. To some 19 is old and others it's young, but on this day and in this moment it feels perfect, I can't explain it....but I'm in an awesome state of peace right now. Well, I wanted to mark my big day on the web so I could look back here in the future, love yall! Oh yeah, and I've been listening to The Hives a lot. |