zaumboi's Blog

First blog....
Date: Aug 19th, 2005 4:19:23 am - Subscribe
Mood: serene


Well, this is my first entry (obviously), and I have recently gotten over my anti-blog opinions, that being said I'll get started.

About myself, I'm a complete music freak not all of my stuff is emo perse (that's pur say in case you thought I typed purse ^_^) but I'll list off a few to give you a general idea of my taste:

Modest Mouse
The Used
Phantom Planet
AFI
The Postal Service
Cursive
Blood Brothers

There's just a quick 7 bands I'm addicted to. I read when I get the chance and am big on Japanese literature as well as anything done by Edgar Allen Poe.

I'm an optimistic person, but living in this world can be a real punch in the face sometimes. It's like I'm watching people die right in front of me everyday, and there's nothing I can do to help them because they fade too fast. I'm a real Bible beater in case you don't know, so my beliefs come first in pretty much every situation.

I'm tired of feeling useless and I really have a desire to go out and help the mental ruts, starting from the inside out.......first with my attitude/habits then on to the strangers of the world.

Finally, I've becom sick of the wasted time I've already used, I knew I would come to this realization sooner or later but I've fought it off for so long it feels really strange. Kind of ironic I describe myself as optimistic yet I'm full of self hatred.

It feels really good to get emotions out right now, I finally understand why people make blogs and I hope for this to be the first of many.

To all my family, friends and future friends know that I love and care for you all!




Comments: (5)

adam - August 19th, 2005 Its good to have a place to vent, and have people who wont judge you, give you encouragement, or advice. I am curious as to if you mean to say you are a Christian? if so, awesome! Its good to see some more people like that around here. Either way, welcome to Aeonity! Enjoy your stay

zaumboi - August 19th, 2005 Thanks much! Yup, I'm a total Christian through and through. I really appreciate such a warm welcome, it's great to know that there are other Christians out there, and people who don't judge immediately. Awesome picture by the way, I love Brand New ^_^. Enjoy the blog!

anonymous - August 19th, 2005 josh josh! i <3 you. a lot. although i will say. i hate. hate hate. the blood brothers lol. that is one place where our music dosent get a long my best friend loves them, and goes to all of there shows when they come here, but idk something about them just aggrivates me i love u kid. cant wait to see u sunday

she - August 19th, 2005 I'm not a Christian, but i welcome you anyway =] Enjoy blogging.

anonymous - August 20th, 2005 Hello she, thanks for the welcome I'll be sure to check out your blog. Hey "anonymous"! I know we differ on some things (I can't stand country music of any kind) but I really can't wait to see you sunday! I promise a real update tomorrow!

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