Looking up...
Date: Aug 21st, 2005 4:25:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: vibrant
Ahh, another entry a bit late but it still counts. I feel so refreshed, it's like waking up in a warm bed on a winter morning, I just feel like everything that was wrong 2 days ago is straightening out perfectly. It's still very much a work in progress, but I've never felt so whole in my life.
Activities of the day......I lifted weights and wasted away on the couch soulsearching pretty much the whole time. Oh, but I did go to Starbucks (I rarely get out of the house after I broke my ankle), all in all the most profitable time I've ever spent sitting in one place. I've realized that even if you're not moving you can still make personal progress, this may sound dumb but I always viewed progress through personal activity, this realization has been very liberating.
I have also come to find that I have many outlets for dealing with my emotions, I'm such an emotional person yet I don't show it. I guess it's fear of man that I'm fighting at this point, having finally come to terms with it has allowed me to reach a new level of self expression. I find myself wanting to break the image of a typical Christian, I feel like I have to prove that whether you're tattooed/pierced all over or whatever that that doesn't make you a bad Christian.
Well, at this point I'm at cloud 9 and I don't seem to be leaving for quite a while. Oh and if anyone cares I'm currently listening to The Bravery ^_^
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anonymous - August 21st, 2005 |