First blog....
Date: Aug 19th, 2005 4:19:23 am - Subscribe
Mood: serene
Well, this is my first entry (obviously), and I have recently gotten over my anti-blog opinions, that being said I'll get started.
About myself, I'm a complete music freak not all of my stuff is emo perse (that's pur say in case you thought I typed purse ^_^) but I'll list off a few to give you a general idea of my taste:
Modest Mouse
The Used
Phantom Planet
AFI
The Postal Service
Cursive
Blood Brothers
There's just a quick 7 bands I'm addicted to. I read when I get the chance and am big on Japanese literature as well as anything done by Edgar Allen Poe.
I'm an optimistic person, but living in this world can be a real punch in the face sometimes. It's like I'm watching people die right in front of me everyday, and there's nothing I can do to help them because they fade too fast. I'm a real Bible beater in case you don't know, so my beliefs come first in pretty much every situation.
I'm tired of feeling useless and I really have a desire to go out and help the mental ruts, starting from the inside out.......first with my attitude/habits then on to the strangers of the world.
Finally, I've becom sick of the wasted time I've already used, I knew I would come to this realization sooner or later but I've fought it off for so long it feels really strange. Kind of ironic I describe myself as optimistic yet I'm full of self hatred.
It feels really good to get emotions out right now, I finally understand why people make blogs and I hope for this to be the first of many.
To all my family, friends and future friends know that I love and care for you all!
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