zaumbois Aeonity Blog

Hollowed out

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 23:20:46 -0500

Gah! It's happened again, after a long time without blogging I have completely re-emptied myself. I take on hobbies when I become overwhelmed with real life and I could probably spend days just staring at the sky. The only things I still feel that I hold onto are my bible and my music, and I feel tired and weak. After getting a mere 20 hours of sle... Read More

19th Birthday

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 22:45:45 -0500

Wow, I had the craziest day ever, I went to school and worked all day, then came home and enjoyed time with the family. I had the perfect 19th birthday today, talking to and/or hanging out with the ones you love and getting everything you wanted and more, I really didn't expect today to go so wonderfully. I just wanted to take a moment here and rem... Read More

Awakened from slumber....

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 22:40:55 -0500

Well, guess who decided to show up, that's right......me! I've long been soul-searching for my blog downtime and have been enjoying my emotions once again thanks to someone (points to girl who's name starts with M and ends with A -_^). Yup, what a whole lot of good just a few words of encouragement can do. Now it's time for me to plug that message ... Read More

Lost myself.......again....

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 00:12:31 -0500

Wow, it seems everytime things get worked out I come into an even bigger trainwreck, this time it's all internal and has nothing to do with the outside world. I'm not physically sick or anything, but my head is severely screwed, I don't know myself half as well as I ever thought I did and I question nearly everything I do now. This is nothing new t... Read More

Looking up...

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 23:25:18 -0500

Ahh, another entry a bit late but it still counts. I feel so refreshed, it's like waking up in a warm bed on a winter morning, I just feel like everything that was wrong 2 days ago is straightening out perfectly. It's still very much a work in progress, but I've never felt so whole in my life. Activities of the day......I lifted weights and wast... Read More

First blog....

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 23:19:23 -0500

Well, this is my first entry (obviously), and I have recently gotten over my anti-blog opinions, that being said I'll get started. About myself, I'm a complete music freak not all of my stuff is emo perse (that's pur say in case you thought I typed purse ^_^) but I'll list off a few to give you a general idea of my taste: Modest Mouse The Us... Read More