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Confused....
Date: Mar 7th, 2006 2:41:38 am - Subscribe
Mood: baffled


I'm confused....

So many roads in front of me.... but they all have a barrier I cannot cross but the one road that has no barrier is the one that I don't wanna cross at all....

Why is it something that feels right can feel wrong at the same time....?

WS professed his love to me even though he has never even met me but he has this strong idea that we will be together one day and even said he will wait for me till I say yes.... I don't know if we're both meant for each other... we're so different... I like him cause he is sweet and he sure know how to sweep a girl off her feet with his words...

ET on the other hand says he will come find me when he has settled his divorce with his young wife. I don't know how much truth is that in there...I'm so not interested in him... we're also worlds apart...so i might even reject him too...

AK... ah.. AK... we have this great thing going on... we like each other very much BUT... due to our long distance relationship.. he feels it might not work out and prefer if we remained friends... close friends unless i decide to do the almost impossible... leave SG and go live in IN with him... then we can start talking about a serious relationship.

I like AK alot... but i guess he is right about the whole long distance issue.... and I can't argue with him on that... he keeps asking me to go there to spend my holidays with him... but how am I gonna do that when my family is around to interrogate me for going there... it isn't an ideal place for a vacation though... and going alone to IN would make them even more concerned. I also have my own doubts about myself going on my own too... it is not a very clean place... and I could even get really sick...

Will I ever get any answers...?


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