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He said I love you

Sep 1st, 2006 3:30:07 am - Subscribe

Quietly hurt because nothing seems unjaded
When sacred words are spoken
And nothing changes

Deep secret revealed - deep hurt revisited
Find the person to hang a porch swing with-
And chance it that you'll be happy

Who are you that dared to ask,
Snicketty Snak thou brave soul
brandish your heart; they'll run for the hills
mood: incredulous
What's up?: David is feeling down. The writings seem colorless. I attempt to comfort him. Be well, David.
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Costume culture

Sep 1st, 2006 3:22:30 am - Subscribe

I ended up at one of those snooty malls today, by accident. I hate the snooty culture. I keep looking at the way everyone ignores each other, according to their social morays. They swallow what they are led to believe; that in order to have status, they must treat some people one way, and other people another. I think I just treat everybody the same.

Maybe I'm only kidding myself.
mood: angsty
What's up?: If I ignore you, does that make me more valuable?
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Spyware, eek

Sep 1st, 2006 3:21:13 am - Subscribe

My computer crashed four times today. I got help from Tech Support and they helped me to run software to clean up the system. We got most of it, but there was one huge chunk of spyware that googled as Windows Updates. It was huge, listed on the task manager as running at over 10,000K. I didn't have the ability to get rid of it.
mood: electric
What's up?: Me got's troubles with the ComPU-Tor...
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So much inside me

Aug 31st, 2006 1:26:32 pm - Subscribe

a hurt born
of stillness
with breath held in
till it hurts
and a quietness
that can kill

when will it be
so that I can hum
dumb tunes
and people won't mind

and so what if they did

when will I be able to
say what's on my mind

and who will listen
mood: bashful
What's up?: I wish we could talk over coffee.
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Advice from a friend

Aug 30th, 2006 4:36:35 am - Subscribe

I got a call from an old friend today. I wasn't expecting it. I talked to her for a while. I told her who I've been falling in love with, and why it hasn't been working. I was surprised when she answered me. I like to be surprised. Still, I'm always surprised when someone voices a view that differs from mine. I don't know why. You think I would be used to it by now.

I was just glad that she called.
mood: unwanted
What's up?: A call from an old friend is like a fall leaf in yellow and orange
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