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I once had a oral topic about having a reunion party...10 years from now... Whoever who tries to get us back together will have a hard time...but who will try?You never know... Like always, i would arrive exceptionally early and sit at a corner.Silent.Staring.Identifying the character and thought process of every individual that enters. They will inquire "Are you a Mathematician?" "Is your career related to Maths?".Laughter.I will look.And just smile. I will see changed personalities...yet large traces of their old selves. Is it possible to have a mask behind a mask?How will it look like?How will it feel to be behind such a thing? |
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Yesterday I met Mdm Goh and Kenneth Yap at the market... I still remember the surprise Mdm Goh had... She was like O.O."What are you doing here?" I was thinking 'Why the hell are you here at the market 7am in the morning dammit...' People I met at the market...Kenneth(Yap and Tung), Li Qing, Pei Yi, Christina, Jeremiah, Charmaine, Ezekial, Alexandra, Mr Wong and his family and Mdm Goh... Maybe she was stalking me... |
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Seen Mrs Sng yesterday and Mdm Goh the day before... And Mdm Goh bought some items from the stall... Must be a bad omen. |
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Break's over... Seen lots of people did many thing(that are not meaningful) and didn't finish my homework crap |
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This morning I woke up, i woke up disturbed. I was thinking about those words I heard yesterday... Are they true? It kept one replaying inside my mind... Am I back into it? Somehow I am also sinking back into my usual self... Is that my over-protective self? 'Cos I can feel the barrier building up again... If everything in life is controlled by anger and fear... then will I be controlled by fear? Or anger? My hunch tells me that its the former... It's all coming back to me... (hmmm... what should I get for the birthday) |