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I am too much mystifying what to do next. Now I came to know that it is not an easy task to study abroad. Maybe it just happens to me but what ever it is I am sick and tired of doing all these procedures. What a great pressure to me! Anyway I don’t care what ever it is I’ll make sure that my enormous dreams to go abroad will turn out to become a reality. Believe me I have been thinking of pursuing study to the extreme limit a long time ago and nothing will stop me to achieve the aspiration. I pray all night and day and let HIM decides the best to me. This is the song for the day… "I Believe I Can Fly" I used to think that I could not go on And life was nothing but an awful song But now I know the meaning of true love I'm leaning on the everlasting arms If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky I think about it every night and day Spread my wings and fly away I believe I can soar I see me running through that open door I believe I can fly See I was on the verge of breaking down Sometimes silence can seem so loud There are miracles in life I must achieve But first I know it starts inside of me, oh If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it Hey, coz I believe in me, oh If I can see it, then I can be it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it Hey, if I just spread my wings I can fly If I just spread my wings I can fly |
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The first plan was to leave by this week but it seems as clear now that it will be impractical. Believe me I haven’t prepared my Visa yet and due to this most important document how can I reserve for a flight ticket? All other supported documents have already done and now waiting for the only supported letter from university before I proceed with the application. My friends, relatives and families keep on asking me the same question; when are you leaving? I am not sure which answer should I reply. Maybe it was my fault when I told them at the first place to travel by 14th of January. At that time I was strongly believe there shouldn’t be any problem to execute with the application. However until last week everything appears as tedious and indistinguishable and since that moment I have no clue for this question when I will be leaving? Maybe tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, next decade, next century, next…next…next…. I DON”T KNOW!!! Ooh GOD! I am craving every question will be provided answer or any clue. To all my close people around me please give me a room for breathing and let HIM decides when I will depart to UK. I love all of you very, very, very much! To unwind my self this is the song for the day: Count on me. Count on me through thick and thin A friendship that will never end When you are weak, I will be strong Helping you to carry on Call on me, I will be there, don't be afraid Please believe me when I say, count on I can see that it's hurting you, I can feel your pain It's hard to see the sunshine, through the rain, oh In know sometimes it seems as if, it's never gonna end But you'll get through it Just don't give in cause you can You can count on me I know sometimes it seems as if, we're standing all alone Be we'll get through it, 'cause love won't let us fall There's a place inside of all of us Where our faith in love begins You should reach to find the truth in love The answers there within, oh I know that life can make you feel It's much harder than it really is But we'll get through it, just don't give in |
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Today I started to appreciate how auspicious and indebted I am. Born in a big family make me feel proud to have great siblings besides me. I never thought that everyone of them has such wonderful help and support which I knew very seldom person in this magnificent world ever had. Now I came to know that I should be grateful and thankful to GOD for giving me this enormous gift from heaven. I shouldn’t be thinking alone in the past when the truth that I have all of them around me who are always be there whenever I needs them. My mistake was when I abandoned them and ignored them as one of my precious asset in my life. I always reveal to someone who closes to me that I can’t live without people around me who are willing to be my listener, guider, or nicely to observe as a friend. They are all very important to me. I love all of you very much and it is becoming so difficult for me to express my emotion how proud I am to all my beloved siblings. May GOD steer all of you to the right path, joy, happiness and success to the entire life and hereafter. So here is the song for the day: Miracle How could I throw away a miracle? How could I face another day? It’s all of my doing, I made a choice And today, I pay My heart is full of pain How could you understand, the way I feel? How could you relate to so much pain? Seems as though nothing can comfort me So today, I pray That someone should listen, for... Nothing should matter Not when love grows inside you The choice is yours There’s a miracle in store... Nothing should matter Not when love grows inside you A voice of love is crying out Don’t throw love away There’s a miracle in store... How could I let go of a miracle? Nothing cold ever take it’s place Thought I was looking, out for myself Now it seems the pain Is all that I have gained I wonder if I could be your miracle I wonder if I could spare you pain Seems as though nothing will comfort me Lord, less today, I pray That you should come listen Don’t ever throw away your miracle Don’t let it slip away Nothing should matter |