zogborts Aeonity Blog

Conformity

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:07:05 -0600

So I put myself on one of those stupid pic rating sites, and as I was looking thru other peoples profiles, I always laugh when I see people say that they are 'nonconformists'. They fail to realize that in life, you are always going to conform, whether you want to or not. Even if you make yourself as weird as you can be, there are a lot of people out there doing the exact same thing. I have come to the conclusion that the import lies in what you conform to.

le sigh

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 01:57:21 -0600

I hate smoking!!!!!! I hate cigarettes, and I hate it when people argue that they are doing something good by smoking them. My friend wont be convinced that she is getting hooked, and it drives me nuts! Destroy your body, waste your money, and be a corporate tool all at the same time. Not to mention smelling like a cheap french whore. Sounds great...

WTF?

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 14:40:12 -0600

I really hate the shit she pulls sometimes. So she calls up and asks if I want to eat dinner with her, cook it together and stuff. I really like the idea and say yes. So I tell her that my aunts are in town and we all might be eating out, and she goes and is like 'well there is no point in you eating twice today'. WHAT? JESUS H CHRIST!!!! So I get to spend the next fifteen minutes trying to convince her that I can eat twice in one day, that it wont do me any damage. She finally stops her pouting or whatever, and then she says she wants to bring some sappy chick flick to watch, I said I wasnt sure about it, but I agree to watch it. She is like 'I just wont bring it, and lets cancel dinner too. I might call when I get back'. That is the most frustrating thing ever, and I hate it!!! >_< If she was trying to make me feel guilty about it, she didnt succeed, she just dissapointed me about eating with her, and pissed because she can twist my words and talk herself out of anything and have the audassity to blame me for it! That is such bullshit! I hate it!

Wow

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 23:11:46 -0600

Wow, havnt been here in about fifty years. Well, nothing has changed either, so there ya go. Oh, im in Antigone, and Im in a new barbershop quartet. Yay.

poor MJ

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 12:31:42 -0600

MJ is feeling sick, and I think that I did it. I was sick for those three weeks, and we were together a lot, so I think that i did it. If I could take it all from her and be sick myself, I would do it in a second. I love her, and I would do anything to make her happy, but i dont think i can do that here. sad :-(

I wonder...

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 17:19:00 -0600

I wonder if I have some crazy disorder. I get into bad moods for no reason, and go out of them for no reason. Male PMS? Hmmm...

Emo, I just couldnt do it

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 10:50:06 -0600

So MJ looked up mine and her emo names. Im fallen destiny and she is drowning for tragedy. How can people keep an emo lifestyle? The names alone make me sad, and from all the emo music Ive heard, that is mostly depressing too. I just couldnt be emo. Besides the fact that I look horrid in tight clothes...

best friday ever!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 14:42:23 -0600

Man, I had a blast last night! I got all dressed up in the tux with my white gloves and cane, and then I waited for my girls to come down (one real date, and three unofficials). So they come down, and I do a double take. MJ looked so incredibly gorgeous! She faked me out, she said she was going to wear a simple black dress instead of this red one she had planned on. She comes thru the doors in this beautiul red dress, and her hair was perfect with a golden flower pin in it. So after pictures we head on out to the Saigon Cafe for dinner. That was really good. Then we had to go to the Radisson to see some friends of Jamies from high school who were in town for a speech competition. They were quite nice, and it was fun to meet them all. Then off to the dance. It started slow for me. I dont like dancing and I didnt know how, so me and MJ had a mini spat about me not dancing, but we got over it, show showed me what to do, and we thoroughly enjoyed the rest of it. It was such a wonderful night, and I love MJ so much. And today at 4:29:58 Im going to go pick up Amanda to shop for Taco fixin's and then her bf and then we cook, watch movies and hang out in general. Should be great!

good weekend

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 01:59:55 -0600

This weekend should be great. I have snowball on friday (today!), and then I get to chill with Amanda and Dustin and MJ on Saturday, and make tacos. mmmmm. Yeah, all in all looks like a good time!

I just dont know

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 13:03:23 -0600

Ive been almost bipolar lately. Ill go from really happy to horribly sad. Its messing everything up. Me and mj are probably going to start drifting soon. I dont like being depressed. I want it to stop. I dont know, maybe they are all right. Maybe I havnt dealt with Leah dying, and now its manifesting itself now. I just dont know what to do, and I hate it.