peonyFine, fine, fine. Jun 21st, 2008 6:26:01 pm - Subscribe
I am doing this Fatloss4idiots.com diet. Going good so far. The only thing that I'm worried about is this;
If I eat lunch at 12 (meal 2) and I eat dinner at 5..if I get hungry in between lunch and dinner, do I eat meal 3, and then put meal 4 at dinner?
Anyway, I'm on day 1..so I guess I'm about to go eat my kiwi fruits for meal 3..
Also, everything's great w/me and randy. it's awesome. Terrific.
And..we're getting the apartment done rather quickly. Infact, just a few more things and I can move on in (which is good..because I'm moving in in like 9 days..)
I pulled out my Sega Genesis (generation II) and bought a copy of this game that I have been trying to beat for YEARS..
Now, it's not that I couldn't beat it, it's just that there are no such things as save cards for Sega Genesis.
(Everyone under 20 is looking at this and going "OMFG!! WTF U DO WIFF OUT DA SAVE!?!?" and Everyone 20+ is like.."Mhm..I know -exactly- what you mean..I didn't ever beat Aladdin cos of that..").
I mean, it's like this, you know how with an NES or SNES, the game will save onto your cartridge? Well, ..(and before you go "oooh! Okay, I get it it's like that!"--let me correct you..) if it had been anything like that, I would've been the game.
On a Genesis (mine was II generation, btw), the game didn't save. Period. Most of the games were for people who had a full 4 hours to play video games..or..were things like football, baseball, quick little sporty things. (Games you either spent hours playing, or games you played for a few minutes).
Well, as a busy 8-9 year old, I didn't have that much time to sit there in my room playing Pocahontas over and over and over again..for hours at a time..
So ever since I rented it at the tender age of 8..I've been wanting to beat it. It's frequently on my mind. I loved the game ever since I saw the beautiful graphics and watched the movie..Pocahontas..is just this beautiful Creek Indian princess..and I love how she looks..and is portrayed on the game..
Even the music isn't half bad. (And as I told my boyfriend Randy, if you hook your Genesis up to an HDTV..it looks very similar to the graphics on a Play Station (1) on a normal TV..)
So..I was going along playing it..just now, when all of a sudden...
IT FROZE.
OMG!!! I HAD ALL THE DAMN SPIRITS AND IT FROZE...
Here's where Genesis makes up for it's ..lack of..well..genius.
On the occasion (when you complete a chapter of a game) it will spit out a password unique to your gameplay.
For example, the password it spit at me (and I was lucky enough to write it down) was :
[bird icon]1(or I)O(or 0)NM7.
So..that's a pretty unique feature to the genesis, I think. Although, I'd have liked to see some save cards, honestly. Because although it gave me a me-unique password, i played it a bit longer after it gave the password to me..and then it froze. I was probably on the verge of getting a new password.
So..suckola, right?
And..my eyes hurt from looking at multi-tonal blues...for hours at a time.
peony2000 Election Jun 12th, 2008 9:15:15 pm - Subscribe
I was watching King of the Hill..the one where Hank Hill has to vote in the 2000 election.
If you don't know this one, Hank Hill meets Bush Jr--and vows not to vote because of Bush's terrible limp-noodle hand shake.
In the end, Hank Hill goes back to the US (I'll explain that if you really need it to be explained) and..votes for Bush.
Somewhere in the episode, it's said that "A man's handshake..blah blah blah..Bush..blah blah blah..We need someone with a handshake that tells foreign leaders they can't run around on us and our president won't push the button.." blah blah blah.
Well, if I'd presented that right, it would've been better and funnier.
My phone calls with Randy-lovey-dovey have been great!!
What if I told you a revolutionary new birth control was on the market. You'd laugh and say "I already saw that commercial..it said that blond girl wasn't a real doctor..".
Then I'd say "Nope..a femcap."
Then you'd probably look at this website (www.femcap.com) and say "Jesus christ. I'm not going to pay 80-something dollars for two diaphragms with handle bars..especially if I have to go to a doctor to get it..you know I don't have insurance..."
And then I'd laugh at you and direct you to:
http://ladytobaby.com/show.php?item=1
and say "What if 80-something dollars was for shipping, also, and only after you got a $4 discount? No prescription required."
I want to go see a movie, tonight. I want to get out of the house..and do something with a friend. Go see a movie..do something..
just get out of the house.
I mean..I've been in the house all weekend. The only chance for escape I got was to go see a movie (Indiana Jones). Which was fun and all..but I need some more fun, too. Not alone-time fun, either.
Indiana Jones: Interdimensional beings, Cate Blanchett gets killed, Indiana gets married to the chick from the first movie..(YAY) and finds out he has a bastard son by her (Shia Lebouf). There. I ruined it for you.
And oh yeah, El Dorado (the treasure they're going after) was really built by interdimensional beings and isn't made of gold. It's just a rock temple with historical artifacts. Which gets destroyed.
I ruined the rest for you. Haha.
About moving:
I'm just going to pack all my stuff up whenever I get the boxes this Thursday. I'm not really going to do anymore..I mean..I want to..but this apartment isn't really fun anymore..and..it's making me very unpleasant. I don't like being unpleasant. I don't like fighting with Randy..
I hate fighting with Randy..
It makes me want to drop everything and leave. (Not because he makes me mad or anything..but because I get mad at him..and start thinking "Well..this stupid fight is my fault.."). I was thinking a lot about..doing some things this weekend.
I fight a lot with mom, too..
So..I just..*sigh* I just want to disappear..for a while..and see how much better their lives are..(because I know that they would be happier w/o me..)..
I don't want to break up..but..you know, I don't want to hear the answer to the question "Would you be happier without me?" if the answer is "yes"..
So..I just wish..I could go away for a little bit..and quietly observe, like, in the background..
Like if I could be invisible for a little while...and just know..y'know..that I wasn't the cause or..you know..
I'm so sorry.
I'm so tired of being such a bad person.
I'm, really, the cause of a lot of problems, mostly bringing them on myself...and I don't want to be bad or terrible..or just..not good anymore.
I can't breathe..my head hurts..I've been crying for way too long..my eyes and my nose and my mouth is all swollen..and I look like a monster.
I would never off myself, but I really hope that the next thing that I do wrong for the world..is preceeded only by my death.
I've been such a bad person..Oh man. Weight. Pressure.
peonyTop Ten Electric Vehicles EVEN YOU Can Buy Now! May 28th, 2008 3:44:37 am - Subscribe
1. Tesla Roadster
Yeah, looks good, huh? I know you wanna slip yourself into that driver's seat. What engine, based on appearance, do you think it'd have? A nice Viper V10, perhaps? A loud-mouthed, deep, throaty Mustang GT V8? Nope. None of the above! It's electric.
Cost: $80,000-$100,000
Time Plugged In: 3.5 Hours
Distance: 225 miles
0-60 in: 3.9 seconds!!
Top Speed: 125 mph
Horse Power: 248
Website: www.teslamotors.com
2. UEV Spyder
That's really nice, too. Looks soo powerful, right? Is it? You bet!
Cost: $70,000
Time Plugged In: ~7 hours (Yikes!)
Distance: 70-150 miles
0-60 in: 7 seconds
Top Speed: 100 mph
Horse Power: 154
Website: Couldn't find one
3. Phoenix SUT
EV for the truck-lover!
Cost: ~$45,000
Time Plugged In: 10 minutes/5-6 hours
Distance: 100 miles
0-60 in: <10 seconds
Top Speed: 95 mph
Horse Power: 200
Website: http://www.phoenixmotorcars.com/index.php
4. Miles ZX40
An NEV for the Soccer mom in all of us!
NEV=Neighborhood Electric Vehicle, ie; slow-speed electric vehicle.
Cost: $12,000-$20,000 (YES!!!)
Time Plugged In: 3-5 hours
Distance: 50 miles
0-18.6 mph in 5 seconds
Top Speed: 25 mph
Horse Power: couldn't find this
Website: www.milesev.com
I will Finish this post later, okay?
http://www.autobloggreen.com/2007/02/07/the-top-ten-electric-vehicles-you-can-buy-today-for-the-most-pa/
To write love on her arms is a company that raises funds for people who are thinking about committing suicide but aren't really -sure- about it, yet. Plus, their families.
That's really dumb, right? I mean, if they're willing to kill themselves, just let them.
They're obviously troubled enough to die..and that means they're in a type of pain that us normal people just aren't going to get.
Uh. So...
I don't support that group.
I still support the Susan G. Komen foundation.
Why? Well, because suicide is free..
And cancer is a rich people's disease that everyone can get.
That's sad..everyone from the suicide thing should give their money to Susan G. Komen..
peonySome facts-Pour Hippified. May 23rd, 2008 3:28:33 pm - Subscribe
I'm a pretty normal person, as far as a general normalcy goes. I'm not a nerd or a geek. I'm quite pretty, and quite curvaceous (with the curves
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(
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). I know how to read, but I'm not bookish, and generally I am not unappealing.
However, I made the choice to wait until I was really really for sure ready to..be intimate with my boyfriend. I was 19. I had already said I love you to him, so I knew that he loved me, too. Which is something you should be very certain of.
peonyRandy <3 Flobots. May 23rd, 2008 2:28:55 am - Subscribe
Randy discovered a new band he might be getting into soon. That's cool. It's a nifty little band called the flobots.
I like how they equate the simple task of riding a bicycle with no handlebars with an all-important task of killing someone through a telescope, and bringing the planet a holocaust. I think the message here is basically that the children are the future (but wait, aren't I, too?) and that we should care what we expose them to, as it will affect our future permanently.
It reminded me of this song:
It's called "Cause of Death" by Immortal Technique.
Video:
Lyrics:
[Talking]
Immortal Technique
Revolutionary Volume 2
Yeah, broadcasting live from Harlem, New York
Let the truth be known..
[Verse 1]
You better watch what the fuck flies outta ya mouth
Or I'ma hijack a plane and fly it into your house
Burn your apartment with your family tied to the couch
And slit your throat, so when you scream, only blood comes out
I doubt that there could ever be...a more wicked MC
'Cause AIDS infested child molesters aren't sicker than me
I see the world for what it is, beyond the white and the black
The way the government downplays historical facts
'Cause the United States sponsored the rise of the 3rd Reich
Just like the CIA trained terrorists to the fight
Build bombs and sneak box cutters onto a flight
When I was a child, the Devil himself bought me a mic
But I refused the offer, 'cause God sent me to strike
With skills unused like fallopian tubes on a dyke
My words'll expose George Bush and Bin Laden
As two separate parts of the same seven headed dragon
And you can't fathom the truth, so you don't hear me
You think illuminati's just a fucking conspiracy theory?
That's why Conservative racists are all runnin' shit
And your phone is tapped by the Federal Government
So I'm jammin' frequencies in ya brain when you speak to me
Technique will rip a rapper to pieces indecently
Pack weapons illegally, because I'm never hesitant
Sniper scoping a commission controlling the president
[Hook]
Father, forgive them, for they don't know right from wrong
The truth will set you free, written down in this song
And the song has the Cause of Death written in code
The Word of God brought to life, that'll save ya soul..
Save ya soul motherfucker...save ya soul..
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[Verse 2]
I hacked the Pentagon for self-incriminating evidence
Of Republican manufactured white powder pestilence
Marines Corps. flack vest, with the guns and ammo
Spittin' bars like a demon stuck inside a piano
Turn a Sambo into a soldier with just one line
Now here's the truth about the system that'll fuck up your mind
They gave Al Queda 6 billion dollars in 1989 to 1992
And now the last chapters of Revelations are coming true
And I know a lot of people find it hard to swallow this
Because subliminal bigotry makes you hate my politics
But you act like America wouldn't destroy two buildings
In a country that was sponsoring bombs dropped on our children
I was watching the Towers, and though I wasn't the closest
I saw them crumble to the Earth like they was full of explosives
And they thought nobody noticed the news report that they did
About the bombs planted on the George Washington bridge
Four Non-Arabs arrested during the emergency
And then it disappeared from the news permanently
They dubbed a tape of Osama, and they said it was proof
"Jealous of our freedom," I can't believe you bought that excuse
Rocking a motherfucking flag don't make you a hero
Word to Ground Zero
The Devil crept into Heaven, God overslept on the 7th
The New World Order was born on September 11
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
And just so Conservatives don't take it to heart
I don't think Bush did it, 'cause he isn't that smart
He's just a stupid puppet taking orders on his cell phone
From the same people that sabotaged Senator Wellstone
The military industry got it poppin' and lockin'
Looking for a way to justify the Wolfowitz Doctrine
And as a matter of fact, Rumsfeld, now that I think back
Without 9/11, you couldn't have a war in Iraq
Or a Defense budget of world conquest proportions
Kill freedom of speech and revoke the right to abortions
Tax cut extortion, a blessing to the wealthy and wicked
But you still have to answer to the Armageddon you scripted
And Dick Cheney, you fucking leech, tell them your plans
About building your pipelines through Afghanistan
And how Israeli troops trained the Taliban in Pakistan
You might have some house niggas fooled, but I understand
Colonialism is sponsored by corporations
That's why Halliburton gets paid to rebuild nations
Tell me the truth, I don't scare into paralysis
I know the CIA saw Bin Laden on dialysis
In '98 when he was Top Ten for the FBI
Government ties is really why the Government lies
Read it yourself instead of asking the Government why
'Cause then the Cause of Death will cause the propaganda to die..
[Man talking]
He is scheduled for 60 Minutes next. He is going on
French, Italian, Japanese television. People
everywhere are starting to listen to him. It's embarrassing
___________
I mean..I'm not into god, but it has a good message. WATCH IT!!!
Also:
"Mathematics" by MosDef
Lyrics:
[Mos Def]
Booka-booka-booka-booka-booka-booka
Ha hah
You know the deal
It's just me yo
Beats by Su-Primo for all of my peoples, negroes and latinos
and even the gringos
Yo, check it one for Charlie Hustle, two for Steady Rock
Three for the fourth comin live, future shock
It's five dimensions, six senses
Seven firmaments of heaven to hell, 8 Million Stories to tell
Nine planets faithfully keep in orbit
with the probable tenth, the universe expands length
The body of my text posess extra strength
Power-liftin powerless up, out of this, towerin inferno
My ink so hot it burn through the journal
I'm blacker than midnight on Broadway and Myrtle
Hip-Hop past all your tall social hurdles
like the nationwide projects, prison-industry complex
Broken glass wall better keep your alarm set
Streets too loud to ever hear freedom sing
Say evacuate your sleep, it's dangerous to dream
but you chain cats get they CHA-POW, who dead now
Killin fields need blood to graze the cash cow
It's a number game, but shit don't add up somehow
Like I got, sixteen to thirty-two bars to rock it
but only 15% of profits, ever see my pockets like
sixty-nine billion in the last twenty years
spent on national defense but folks still live in fear like
nearly half of America's largest cities is one-quarter black
That's why they gave Ricky Ross all the crack
Sixteen ounces to a pound, twenty more to a ki
A five minute sentence hearing and you no longer free
40% of Americans own a cell phone
so they can hear, everything that you say when you ain't home
I guess, Michael Jackson was right, "You Are Not Alone"
Rock your hardhat black cause you in the Terrordome
full of hard niggaz, large niggaz, dice tumblers
Young teens and prison greens facin life numbers
Crack mothers, crack babies and AIDS patients
Young bloods can't spell but they could rock you in PlayStation
This new math is whippin motherfuckers ass
You wanna know how to rhyme you better learn how to add
It's mathematics
Chorus: scratched by DJ Premier (repeat 2X)
"The Mighty Mos Def.."
"It's simple mathematics" -> Fat Joe
"Check it out!"
"I revolve around science.."
"What are we talking about here?"
.. "Do your math" -> Erykah Badu (2X) ..
.. "One.. t-t-two.. three, four" -> James Brown ..
.. "What are we talking about here?" ..
[Mos Def]
Yo, it's one universal law but two sides to every story
Three strikes and you be in for life, manditory
Four MC's murdered in the last four years
I ain't tryin to be the fifth one, the millenium is here
Yo it's 6 Million Ways to Die, from the seven deadly thrills
Eight-year olds gettin found with 9 mill's
It's 10 P.M., where your seeds at? What's the deal
He on the hill puffin krill to keep they belly filled
Light in the ass with heavy steel, sights on the pretty shit in life
Young soldiers tryin to earn they next stripe
When the average minimum wage is $5.15
You best believe you gotta find a new ground to get cream
The white unemployment rate, is nearly more than triple for black
so frontliners got they gun in your back
Bubblin crack, jewel theft and robbery to combat poverty
and end up in the global jail economy
Stiffer stipulations attached to each sentence
Budget cutbacks but increased police presence
And even if you get out of prison still livin
join the other five million under state supervision
This is business, no faces just lines and statistics
from your phone, your zip code, to S-S-I digits
The system break man child and women into figures
Two columns for who is, and who ain't niggaz
Numbers is hardly real and they never have feelings
but you push too hard, even numbers got limits
Why did one straw break the camel's back? Here's the secret:
the million other straws underneath it - it's all mathematics
Chorus
{closing scratch} "Mathematics.."
Randy hates my "nigger music" (heehee..he's not a racist or anything..he just hates the white oppression crap..) and I love it..because I feel more like a martyr..
I know it's the cliche thing people say..but honestly..I wasn't raised with the concept of black in my house. Nothing bad..but nothing good, neither. Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I want more credibility. I want more responsibility and power. I want to hold a gun, but I want high expectations for gun-holding.
If I stay underestimated, why do I have to exceed those expectations?
Looks soo powerful, right? Is it? You bet!
