-::So Fucking Tired Of This::-
Date: Aug 15th, 2005 9:11:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Used






...

.... I'm starting not to care anymore..

It seems all of the people I find important don't seem to care anymore, either.

I'm tired of going out of my way to make people feel special.. They don't even act like they care.


I'm tired of crying all of the time.

I'm tired of being yelled at.

I'm tired of all the things people say to me.

I'm tired of being called names.

I'm tired of being depressed and feeling like shit.

I'm tired of people using me and cheating on me.

I'm tired of being lied to.

I'm tired of everything..


... But the thing I'm most tired of..

Is having my heart broken by everyone I come to fall in love with..

It happens every time..


.... I think this might be the end. I just don't fucking care anymore..

...No one else does... So why should I?
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rememberme - August 17th, 2005
Haley..You're sixteen..Why give up now? We're young, we're teens, we're stupid and emotional. We're all going to go through a period where life nearly rips us apart and tests our strength. Life has been doing that to me for years, sometimes letting up, sometimes hitting me even harder. I've been depressed, I've felt suicidal, I've felt nothing inside. Sometimes, little by little, life gets better. And sometimes, so quickly, life hits you back down again. But thats normal, we all go through that, some dealing with it better than others. Life is rough, I know, but those good moments in life..they make it all worthwhile. They make the drama worth enduring, they make the pain worth feeling. We all get called names, we all get lied to, and unfortunately, many of us get cheated on. But all those things..once they're over, they give us strength, and we need to use that strength to move on. If you don't care anymore...then you're just giving in and allowing all the bad things in life to get worse. Do you really want to feel that way? We know people who don't care anymore, (Steph included..) do you want to end up like them?


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