-::I Hate Myself, What's New?::
Date: Jul 21st, 2005 7:13:04 am - Subscribe
Mood: Fucking Shit From Hell And Back
Hey, hey.
What's new? Hm..? Anyhing? No? I didn't think so..
I hate myself, but I bet most of you have known that, if you know me that is.
And right now, if my dad wasn't here, and I had a gun.. I'd 'prolly do myself in, no matter what anyone says.
Everything that can go wrong in my life, has. So hoora for me.
Maybe the things that Batman(a guy online) said to me was true.
-I'm a slut/whore
-I like to get myself hurt(Emotionaly)
-Get molested
-Etc...
I'm too fucking emotional, and I care way to much when others don't..
I have some really bad mental problems as it seems...
I should go see a doctor..
I'm leaving... Bye...
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-::You Were There::-
Date: Jul 18th, 2005 10:15:38 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Bleh-Nothing really
Well,
Right now I have a headache, my dad is being stupid again,"Get a life!" AGAIN with that crap..
He yelled at me yesterday.." You need to get off of the computer, go do things, get a job like everyone else your age, get a life, I'm not going to support you anymore." He said all of this because... I asked if someone could stay the night.. What the crap is that shit? He's a stupid fuck, then he said to me," You can have people over once you have a life." Which makes no sence.. But anywho..
Then, I was getting bitched at/ made fun of by a stupid boy in chat..," You're a whore and a slut because you have a boyfriend, I hate whores with boyfriends. You like getting hurt don't you? Because you're a fucking slut. You should dump his stupid pot smoking ass, I could treat you so much better. Haha, it's funny that you got molested/raped. You deserve it. Slut."
He said a lot more, but I don't want to waste my entire blog on the things that pissed me off to the edge that day.
Right now everything is alright I suppose, I'm kinda hungry and I feel a little ignored, but that's for a stupid reason. I know they don't mean to do it, sometimes I don't even think they know.
I woke up at 2:53 P.M. today.. When I got up from my bed I came over to the computer to see what time it was.. I freaked out. My dad was going to be home soon and I didn't get my cleaning done, he comes home at 3. But, I got it done before he even came home, so I was saved there.
I can't think of anything else to write at the moment, well I can, but, I've writen about it many times before and I bet you're all tired of it. BUT TO FUCKING BAD! My entry is going to be mushy to the max and bax, as Nicholas says. I love that little fuck.
I'm done with this entry now. You can stop reading... I said stop reading!!
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-::What The Fuck?::-
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 6:12:15 pm - Subscribe
Mood: worthless
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........... Who keeps turning my fucking alarm on my clock off?
It's really not funny, I bet you are all," Hehehe, I wish I could be the one to mess with her, turning her clock off to give her time to do NOTHING!"
................ Oh yes, you stupid fucktard and a half.... If you were the one to mess with my clock I'd beat the shit out of you.
I HARDLY HAVE ANYTIME TO DO WHAT I WANT BEFORE I HAVE TO DO CHORES BEFORE MY DAD COMES HOME AND BEATS MY LITTLE LAZY ASS!
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So ... all you people messing my my mind and my clock!, stop it.. or you're going to end up never waking up ...
.......Leaving RememberMe some better food.....
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-::Funny Ass Shit::-
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 4:39:31 am - Subscribe
Mood: Dying From Laughing.
Today, I hooked up with one of my old friends who I use to play Monster Hunter online with, it's for pS2, and to let you know, I ment hook up as in got to talk to again, I haven't talked to his retard forever..
Jeff: I met her at the weirdest place.
Zombie: In my anus?
Jeff: Eeep.
Jeff: Nooo.
Zombie: Yes huh.
Zombie: Because she's crap.
Zombie: And so are you.
Jeff: Meanie.
That was sooo funny, it made my sides hurt when I first said it. I hurt his feelings though., but he's ok with it..
Ahh man....Good times.
......Not leaving food for the poor people anymore, they didn't leave me a tip last time......
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-::Kidz With Gunz::-
Date: Jul 10th, 2005 6:53:07 pm - Subscribe
Mood: violent
'Lo, my loyal subjects.
Geometry, English, Zoology, etc. etc ....
You fooking dufas ... Not thoooose subjects.
Neeeer, my new blog. LePorPor, was too .... EW, WHAT THE FANK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!
Right now .... My stomach is anry with thee and moi. I need to be eatin' buuuuut ... I don't wanna, so blarg. ...
Right now, I'm listening to my playlist that contains Gorillaz music, from the album Demon Days ... Now honestly .... I have no idea why I would do such a thing ...
.... If you have noticed .... I like to put big spaces into my bog entries .... I wonder why? I have no idea, why are you expecting an answer out of me? Hmmm ... ? That's what I thought! ...
Bye, I'm gone.
.... I leave food for the poor people ....
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