zukunft's Aeonity Blog

its 2 am here, i am feeling really awful, i think i have a cold and sore throat and and and...that or too much beer...or probably both are bringing me down...

some days ago a girl asked me why such a nice guy doesnt have a girl friend right now...well because of my personal insecurity there is no place for something like that...its all about getting hurt or exposed or what is the right english word for this?

i just cant stand closeness, go away, f*** you, leave me alone. relationships are so much scary for me that i probably say this to people than what i really want to say: i like you, i love you, i wanna meet you, how do you do....its all psychological.

Yea a cold / flu epidemic has been really hitting Texas, US. Hope you feel better.

Get better soon!
I love closeness, but only with one person.